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Addendum: At work, I was reunited with my partner in crime for the Friday night drinking thing. Apparently I was REALLY drunk and he kept bringing up things I don't remember. The 'loss of control' thing and 'loss of memory' thing are really big issues for me. I started off in such a great mood having chatted with my friend Cass on Yahoo msgr. Then I heard that I was knocking over people and spilling beer, saying weird shit, my face trying to slide of my skull in total inebriation.
But a crisis at work, had me doing two people's jobs at once so I really didn't have time to care after that.
Never, never, never again. I HATE alcohol...why do I let the social pressure decide my actions. Fucking pressure! I hate it! Just because I choose not to drink, why does it close so many doors?!?! Why do so many people think it's retarded not to drink...even socially?!?! How do I get talked into buying beers for other people and for myself (because, you know, it makes them feel bad to be drinking alone on my credit)?!?!? AAARRRRGGGGHHHH....
Urge to rant....fading....
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Addendum: At work, I was reunited with my partner in crime for the Friday night drinking thing. Apparently I was REALLY drunk and he kept bringing up things I don't remember. The 'loss of control' thing and 'loss of memory' thing are really big issues for me. I started off in such a great mood having chatted with my friend Cass on Yahoo msgr. Then I heard that I was knocking over people and spilling beer, saying weird shit, my face trying to slide of my skull in total inebriation.
But a crisis at work, had me doing two people's jobs at once so I really didn't have time to care after that.
Never, never, never again. I HATE alcohol...why do I let the social pressure decide my actions. Fucking pressure! I hate it! Just because I choose not to drink, why does it close so many doors?!?! Why do so many people think it's retarded not to drink...even socially?!?! How do I get talked into buying beers for other people and for myself (because, you know, it makes them feel bad to be drinking alone on my credit)?!?!? AAARRRRGGGGHHHH....
Urge to rant....fading....
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i will definitely have to check out pratchett and gibson. your comment in my journal definitely has me intrigued. 'small gods' definitely sounds right up my alley. i have so many books i want to read it's getting ridiculous. i feel like i have to start reading 'the gulag archipelago' series or i will go insane. oh, and i'm glad to hear you like ted rall. i highly recommend 'search & destroy' and 'to afghanistan & back.' and his recent column on bush being the worst of conservatism and the worst of liberalism combined is so dead-on. i will stop rambling now.