I am feeling really weird, fucked up and having a sort of deep inner anxiety attack.
Funny how it's Friday the 13th.
A lot of hang-ups I've had buried for a while have all come bubbling to the surface like a bloated, headless, decomposed body breaking away from it's concrete shoes.
I'm....
I...
gonna hang out with my friend Jacob. just do something tonight...away from being alone...i feel like I'm walking into the jaws of whatever is freaking me out...we'll see what it is that wants a piece of me...
over the weekend I'll be checking on everyone I know here at SG, and then I'm going to go away for a week. I don't know why, but I just want to see if I can go without the SG community for a week. I was thinking about going anonymous, but you might want to post things. Anyway, this Sunday will be my last entry before my sabbatical.
I'm always complaining and bitching and now I'm going to just shuddup. When your best friend is sick of hearing you moan and tells you to your face in the kindest way possible....that's when you need to do some serious self-adjustment.
Funny how it's Friday the 13th.
A lot of hang-ups I've had buried for a while have all come bubbling to the surface like a bloated, headless, decomposed body breaking away from it's concrete shoes.
I'm....
I...
gonna hang out with my friend Jacob. just do something tonight...away from being alone...i feel like I'm walking into the jaws of whatever is freaking me out...we'll see what it is that wants a piece of me...
over the weekend I'll be checking on everyone I know here at SG, and then I'm going to go away for a week. I don't know why, but I just want to see if I can go without the SG community for a week. I was thinking about going anonymous, but you might want to post things. Anyway, this Sunday will be my last entry before my sabbatical.
I'm always complaining and bitching and now I'm going to just shuddup. When your best friend is sick of hearing you moan and tells you to your face in the kindest way possible....that's when you need to do some serious self-adjustment.
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i know, it's only for a week but...i'll miss you.
yes it WAS fun chatting on yahoo. cool to hear your voice as well. we must do it again soon. on your hiatus from SG are you still gonna be online?? i hope so.
you know, i once had a good friend tell me much the same thing as your friend told you. he told me he loved me but that i was too negative to be around...changed my life forever. it takes courage for friends to do that. that is indeed a TRUE friend.
if you go for a week i hope you enjoy your time. it won't be the same around here but i definitely understand..
it's now 12 pm ish there, i wonder what you're up to....
have a good day sweets