It has been a bit since I have posted on here.
It isnt like I am exactly involved with the Sg community, so I doubt that too many people read the journal.
well, I guess that you are, anyhow.
Strange lately, the way that I have been healing. Not so much of that suicidal madness that I have been putting myself through.
Which is good...
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It isnt like I am exactly involved with the Sg community, so I doubt that too many people read the journal.
well, I guess that you are, anyhow.
Strange lately, the way that I have been healing. Not so much of that suicidal madness that I have been putting myself through.
Which is good...
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I am really sleepy. Bed soon.
I have been working my ass of for over a week.
Granted, Ive gotten a lot done, but I havent seen any of my friends.
I need to set some time apart for Starli, Jaclyn, heather, Len.. yeah. I do.
And I want to shop for some new clothing.
I think that would help.
...How much of a girl...
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I have been working my ass of for over a week.
Granted, Ive gotten a lot done, but I havent seen any of my friends.
I need to set some time apart for Starli, Jaclyn, heather, Len.. yeah. I do.
And I want to shop for some new clothing.
I think that would help.
...How much of a girl...
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saturn1:
i;ve been missing you but i'll get used to it. lets hang out soon though.
when i get my paycheck i want new clothes and either money for a new tattoo or to put aside for one.
i have glasses now
when i get my paycheck i want new clothes and either money for a new tattoo or to put aside for one.
i have glasses now
saturn1:
good 
A phone call tonight.
This was a hone call that will change everything.
Maybe I actually will heal.
I have added several pics to the "My Pics" section.
Otherwise, I have nothing to tell tonight.
I am a very tired boy.
This was a hone call that will change everything.
Maybe I actually will heal.
I have added several pics to the "My Pics" section.
Otherwise, I have nothing to tell tonight.
I am a very tired boy.
saturn1:
i am exhausted as well. and it's only the second day in the first week. not a good sign.
i hope the call is concerning who i think it is and it does bring some sort of healing.
i hope the call is concerning who i think it is and it does bring some sort of healing.
thalia1:
that sounds really positive. i truly hope that phone call helps.
take care of yourself.
xoxo thalia
take care of yourself.
xoxo thalia
Holly, Thora... hm.. no.
I want a new set from Voltaire, or DebraJean.
now.
Ive decided im going to load my "MY Pics" section up with some art, and some filth. Yeah.
copyrighted filth.
I have been working so much that I haven't had enough time to become idle or insanely sad in days.
I guess this overwhelming job is a good thing.
I have...
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I want a new set from Voltaire, or DebraJean.
now.
Ive decided im going to load my "MY Pics" section up with some art, and some filth. Yeah.
copyrighted filth.
I have been working so much that I haven't had enough time to become idle or insanely sad in days.
I guess this overwhelming job is a good thing.
I have...
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saturn1:
you know the offer for me to stay with you if you get sick is always open no matter how busy i am.
thalia1:
i wish you all the luck in the world.
take care of yourself please.
xoxo thalia
you should really take inez up on that offer.....withdrawal is a bitch!
take care of yourself please.
xoxo thalia
you should really take inez up on that offer.....withdrawal is a bitch!
Yesterday, I stopped at a local gastation for a soda.
The place that I stopped at was just a few blocks from my home.I stop there often
.
As I was looking over the cooler, trying to make a decision, I noticed a man to my left. He was black man, with a shaved head. He was slightly taller than me, and a lot heavier....
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The place that I stopped at was just a few blocks from my home.I stop there often
.
As I was looking over the cooler, trying to make a decision, I noticed a man to my left. He was black man, with a shaved head. He was slightly taller than me, and a lot heavier....
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cutthekidinhalf:
awww poor boy...I guess that's what u get when u r soo beautiful...I don;'t blame that guy awww
hel:
sprite remix scares me, but tony sounds scarier... see thats how beautiful you are... you need to start carrying a stick....
:hel:
:hel:
Something You Should Know
My tiny form lends itself to a prayer on your lips
kisses and thoughts at my stomach,
so am I wrapped over you
You worship with eyes and womb,
you offer a gift to me that could never die,
And feel with your soul what remains of this sick blade
still buried in my heart.
I could never be yours.
My tiny form lends itself to a prayer on your lips
kisses and thoughts at my stomach,
so am I wrapped over you
You worship with eyes and womb,
you offer a gift to me that could never die,
And feel with your soul what remains of this sick blade
still buried in my heart.
I could never be yours.
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saturn1:
i miss you. it seems that is gets shorter and shorter in between the misses.
hel:
everytime i see a new pic of you i swoon... beautiful boy... well anyhow i made it home
:hel:
:hel:
People tonight seemed extra vile. And by seeming, I mean completely disgusting. From the way that fat girls were crammed into "sexy" clothes and trying to find cock, to the way that "cock" was wandering around in droves, bumping, grunting, and posturing; futiley competing for the right of insemination.
Of course, I am probably only this mean because I hate myself.
yeah, let's go with...
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Of course, I am probably only this mean because I hate myself.
yeah, let's go with...
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thalia1:
well, i am worried as well.
but i will not pity you.
we have all been through shit like this at one point or aniother and managed to pull through it. as much as it hurts, we know that life fucking goes on. there are millions of people out there, a million possibilities, a million new possible friends and a million new possible relationships. look at inez, she obviously cares for you. do you not see it? maybe i am being too harsh....i suppose i am just frustrated....maybe that's what you want..........i will be quiet now.
there are people who care.....remember that.
xoxo thalia
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but i will not pity you.
we have all been through shit like this at one point or aniother and managed to pull through it. as much as it hurts, we know that life fucking goes on. there are millions of people out there, a million possibilities, a million new possible friends and a million new possible relationships. look at inez, she obviously cares for you. do you not see it? maybe i am being too harsh....i suppose i am just frustrated....maybe that's what you want..........i will be quiet now.
there are people who care.....remember that.
xoxo thalia
[Edited on Apr 19, 2003]
cutthekidinhalf:
People can be disgusting...yeah.. but you can try to care less about those shit people,, who cares,,, I mean ,, you don't have to waste ur time with those pps...
or u can decide to be an ant ...just buzzing aroun with those little antenas..u don't have to care others..but just do ur own work...You are going through lots of shit right now , I c. yeah more shit you go through ~ more strong you get.. and it is up to you if u want to be colder person or warmer person...
The more you drive less intelligent get~
or u can decide to be an ant ...just buzzing aroun with those little antenas..u don't have to care others..but just do ur own work...You are going through lots of shit right now , I c. yeah more shit you go through ~ more strong you get.. and it is up to you if u want to be colder person or warmer person...
The more you drive less intelligent get~
So, I have been considering posting a set to the "SuicideBoys" group.
Maybe even an extensive one on my website.
sort of seems like fun...
does that sound like something anyone would be interested in?
If so, I already have a small set on my server.
Just email me, or post here, and I might send the link.
let me know what you think....
Maybe even an extensive one on my website.
sort of seems like fun...
does that sound like something anyone would be interested in?
If so, I already have a small set on my server.
Just email me, or post here, and I might send the link.
let me know what you think....
saturn1:
i'll shoot some for you too, if you want.
Man, I am buried in projects.
I might not go out this weekend.
Today, I watched as some drunk retard pissed off the top level of the college parking structure.
While doing so, he screemed alot about his urine, and drunkeness and his hate for police.
What a thinker....
I might not go out this weekend.
Today, I watched as some drunk retard pissed off the top level of the college parking structure.
While doing so, he screemed alot about his urine, and drunkeness and his hate for police.
What a thinker....
cutthekidinhalf:
so am I...
I have a presentation for my linguistic/anthro class... I'm kinda screwed...
some bums are big thinkers...some of them are just want to be friends..some of them just want to get some money for their booze...
Oh, you should come to Soup kitchen..for volunteering.,...those bums are very very interesting!!
good luck on ur projects,,,
I have a presentation for my linguistic/anthro class... I'm kinda screwed...
some bums are big thinkers...some of them are just want to be friends..some of them just want to get some money for their booze...
Oh, you should come to Soup kitchen..for volunteering.,...those bums are very very interesting!!
good luck on ur projects,,,
saturn1:
i miss you. but i haven't i seen you recently?
i will call you tonight. maybe we can work together this weekend or something. i have a lot of design work to do.
i will call you tonight. maybe we can work together this weekend or something. i have a lot of design work to do.
This is scary, offensive, and reflective of how I feel of the way most men objectifiy the sexuality of women...
Robbie the Lust Slug
Salty and angry, it pushes out of his pants.
It needs to hurt a little girl.
It has a thin, slimy film and engorged veins.
This fat thing reflects his idiot rage,
his misled sense of false awareness.
It is a...
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Robbie the Lust Slug
Salty and angry, it pushes out of his pants.
It needs to hurt a little girl.
It has a thin, slimy film and engorged veins.
This fat thing reflects his idiot rage,
his misled sense of false awareness.
It is a...
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saturn1:
you're my favorite boy, love. and i know. it's really hard for me right now, though, and you're gone. but we've discussed this. you know i adore you.
i still like how you write even when it feels ugly.
[Edited on Apr 08, 2003]
i still like how you write even when it feels ugly.
[Edited on Apr 08, 2003]