vassago

hm. have they changed the way the blog works around here? i come around so rarely anymore.
i dont even recognize any of the models. i guess i will figure it out.

why i am here... it is this blog, actually. my life is in a state of horrid upheaval.
i was recently left.. by the girl i was with.. my best friend, or so i thought.

as it happens, life for me isnt in the best state. ever since vivid (yes, that one) left me for someone else, i havent been great. with cassandra gone, i havent really got anyone to talk to, and i feel as if i am falling apart. Since i dont have any connections in life, and since i am debating the whole 'life' thing anyway.. i thought i could at least vent or ponder in a blog.
i would maybe use myspace or facebook or something, but im not going to be writing anything 'happy', and i simply dont care about fake well wishes. the strength with SG is that i have been inactive for a really long time. i know there will be noone reading anything i write. SO, i am safe here.. to write as i need.
maybe this is all pathetic. whatever. not like anyone gives a fuck anyhow.