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hey sweetness how r things going for u? I've been worried about you lately. things are looking a little better for me. have a interview for a nanny position tomorrow with a jewish family that keeps kosher. if i land this job it should be pretty interesting and a learning experience. I miss talking with u . chat me up on aim sometime or give me a call

[Edited on Feb 06, 2005 11:58AM]

I felt like that a couple of years ago when I was in the throwes of depression. Don't feel to bad I know what you're going through.

i have the worst cold ever, need someone to take care of me and give me some lovin

hi, i have no idea what kind of schedule you keep or where you are in Detroit but a bunch of us sg detroiter's head to luna on tue nights if you're lookin for something to do durring the week

I know her but not really well, just through a couple events and seeing her at work a few times. I havn't accually hung out with her though.
Well the last couple weeks we've been up there every tue pretty much.......I'm headed to chicago this weekend but if you keep an eye on my journal you'll know if we're gonna be going. Most likely we will though

hey sweetie it's good hearing from u . things are getting better on my end , now to make them better on your end. If u need someone to talk to IM me or give me a call . You know that I'll always be there for u no matter what time of the day or night it is. I'll give u a call later on , u sound like u might be in need of a call from the one and only Beetle.
(Something take my hand, I want out) * grabs your hand and invites u into my own little world that only few have ever been in*

You sound like you need someone to lean on. I'm here and you can IM me or Cureelise anytime you're feeling low and need a pick me up. You're still recovering and this is just part of it, you know you won't feel like this forever.

Dreadlocks and Cyber Dog clothing......veeeery nice.

call me sweetie and thanks for being worried about me . nice to know that someone gives a shit and cares

[Edited on Jan 08, 2005 12:52AM]

It's a bitch love , told u what to do to help u get through it. besides I would rather be stoned with u then sliding down the wall in my own little dream world with track marks on my arm
that kinda doesn't sound that supportive , but if u need something to ease the pain and cravings I'd rather u smoke a bowl then go out and find a hit. it helped me through my recovery and my friends liked me alot better . Listening to Nancy Boy seems to help me when I'm craving . I guess it has to do with it being one of my friends fav songs who ended up leaving this world with a needle stuck in his arm while he was listening to it. It was kinda our song

I hope u r doing ok sweetie . u have been on my mind lately .

I hear ya but it will be ok sweetie!

Eh, I still deal with depression and I quit using recreational drugs 4 years ago...good luck to you.

I was married to the worst addict I've ever known and I saved his life so many times its ridiculous. I don't know if the 12 step programs are really helpful...I just hope you have enough self love to not touch that shit again...

All I do know is that you can't hang out with your old using buddies or go to any places that make it easy to revert into old behaviors. So many addicts I know think they can hang out with using buddies...and then they find they weren't really friends, just junkies that had one thing in common.

If I knew you and lived close by I'd hang out with you and try to keep you on the right path...


Glad you are still with us though,..

Dude you'll be fine, you can survive. Cureelise will give you a call later to see how you're doing.

TAKAKOSHIMIZU XSOR1AX

[Edited on Nov 24, 2004 8:04PM]

is that also how it feels to be home?

Paying a few bucks a month for this site isn't that bad. Pretty girls, and access to your photos.

Your home looks really comfy. I can't imagine it would be all that horrible.

Aren't there some places that replace glass and also give you some strange amount of free dinners at places you don't really want to eat?

I hope u feel better soon love. if u need anything call .

u know how to hold my interest and that is a good thing since so many people seem to only bore me . but when it comes to u i find it very intriguing and want to know more .

I'm glad that you made it out alive.

There is a lot left.

There is still beauty in everything. but I think you know that.