vassago

I hope you had a good holiday. Happy new years.

I first saw your entry back in October when you announced you were going into rehab, and bookmarked (I hope that doesn't make me sound sick). Sorry to have 'stalked' for so long.

Even though you have lost all of your old friends, and I can only understand how painful that is to an extent as we don't share similar experiences, there's no harm in making new ones, is there?
So far, one major thing I've felt was a glimmer of hope that you'll eventually pull out of this dark period over time.
I'm not quite sure what to write or how to put words, because I do not want to inflict any negative thoughts; not knowing you, yet saying that reading your entries can sometimes be painful without sparking even more sadness inside you..

Despite the numerous differences, there's a bit of..not feeling quite so alone. I don't mean to/to sound that I/ take pleasure in your absolute misery; I don't. Nor do I mean to belittle or make comparisons to what you are dealing with.
It's only odd where one finds comfort, no matter how small.

If it was methadonia that u watched then we saw the same documentary- it made me think of how lame I must have looked when I was nodding out at friends houses or wherever I ended up. getting off herion is a bitch - but so it getting off of methadone- even though I've been off of the crap for a few years it was still hard for me to watch. the inner addict started to crave and wanted to feel numb again. why I don't really know- guess I have something stressing me out lately that I'm not really taking a look at and I'm trying to get by w/o having to deal with it.

well um u missed me turning 31- so far things are going pretty good for me - my cousin's wife is going to beauty school and is learning how to do waxing- so she told me to stop shaving so she can practice on me - not like I have any hair to wax- I've been growing it out for like 2 weeks now and it's still too short for her to do anything with.
other then getting the hair ripped out of me things have been pretty mellow around here- been playing a lot of guitar - it seems to be calming

Hi.
I've had you bookmarked for a long time. I am relieved to see you've updated, thus, you are still alive; I wondered and worried there for a bit.

how's u sweetness . the last time we chatted was a very drunken call from me it's a shame that we didn't get to hang while I was in detroit. I'm going to make a point of it next time I'm there. things are going pretty good for me. I'm about to age another year and I'm not looking forward to this b-day. I don't want to turn 31. I miss u . we should chat sometime soon n catch up.

being 31 isn't as bad as I thought it would be . had a blast on my B-day - was hurtin the day after though how r things going for u sweety ?????????

Hey man I'm getting my sanity back slowly. When I get to the states I'm going to de-tox you. I intend to tie you down if I have to but I will get you clean.

miss u sweetie

Hppay birthday

Happy Birthday Lovely One!

Man I wish I knew how I could help. I've had a personal hell for just over a week now and I don't know what to do, I feel like I'm getting worse and worse. I just hope you're safe.

hey sweetness just wanted to stop by and see what's new with u . i'm doing good. just did 60 mins on the treadmill. 3.01 miles was only planning on doing 1.5 now i'm off to have a nice huge salad then rest .

awww I u too sweety. how are u , haven't talked to u in ages. I miss having u get my head straight when I'm all confuzled

Looks like you are doing better sweetie, keeping busy is the key. Helps get your mind on other things other then all the crap that has been going on.

how's things going sweetie. I got myself a membership to the gym that my folks go to. been working out like crazy. I have a goal in mind and I'm wanting to reach it.