From the What Ruined your Day thread:
I was at a bonfire at the community center down the street from my house. They were giving hay rides on a trailer behind an ATV. They continued to give rides when it got dark. The ATV was about 100 feet away from me when I heard the children screaming. My son was on the trailer. I turned around to see about a dozen kids running screaming from the trailer. I could not see my son. I ran like I never ran before. There was a little girl caught under the tire of the trailer. I was ready to pick up the trailer and throw it across the field if I had too. They got the trailer off the little girl. I finally found my son. The little girl did not seem to suffer any serious injuries, but they called an ambulance and took her to the hospital to make sure she is OK. I'm still pretty messed up.
On top of it all, I found out the the community association president, who I was developing a friendship with, is a right wing nut job. I finally thought that maybe there was a place in my community where I could help, where I could fit in. As usual, there is no place for me. I'm a total misfit. I never fit in anywhere. Not in school, not in college, not in the "regular" community, not in the alternative community, not anywhere. I feel so lost and worthless. I feel so many things right now, I can't even begin to describe them, not even to myself, but none of them are good. I never wanted to be like this, I just am. I feel like I don't belong to this world, never have, and never will. I don't know what I am, and I'm tired of this feeling.
I was at a bonfire at the community center down the street from my house. They were giving hay rides on a trailer behind an ATV. They continued to give rides when it got dark. The ATV was about 100 feet away from me when I heard the children screaming. My son was on the trailer. I turned around to see about a dozen kids running screaming from the trailer. I could not see my son. I ran like I never ran before. There was a little girl caught under the tire of the trailer. I was ready to pick up the trailer and throw it across the field if I had too. They got the trailer off the little girl. I finally found my son. The little girl did not seem to suffer any serious injuries, but they called an ambulance and took her to the hospital to make sure she is OK. I'm still pretty messed up.
On top of it all, I found out the the community association president, who I was developing a friendship with, is a right wing nut job. I finally thought that maybe there was a place in my community where I could help, where I could fit in. As usual, there is no place for me. I'm a total misfit. I never fit in anywhere. Not in school, not in college, not in the "regular" community, not in the alternative community, not anywhere. I feel so lost and worthless. I feel so many things right now, I can't even begin to describe them, not even to myself, but none of them are good. I never wanted to be like this, I just am. I feel like I don't belong to this world, never have, and never will. I don't know what I am, and I'm tired of this feeling.
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and what's wrong with" right wing nut jobs " hahahah
i have friends on both sides thats why i dont talk politics with them .