varuka_salt

I'm scared. Really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really scared. I'm teetering on a knife edge, barely keeping my head above water, and barely holding on to my sanity. If things get any worse, I may loose my job, and the house I rent for me and my family. I have no savings, no backup, no safety net. I'm trying to keep myself together for my wife and kids, but I don't know how much longer I can keep it up. Not being able to continue my membership here is seemingly more and more trivial every day. I hope I can continue to feed and house my family. I really don't know what to do.