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Sunday May 21, 2006

May 21, 2006
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Nothing to report.

I am a victim of the weather ... sad when it's grey, happy when it's blue.

Life is simple and yet far too complex. I would swear off girls, but I can't. Or won't. I keep letting my guard down and getting pegged by those jabs (to use a terrible boxing analogy) ... but I am stronger than I was and I can take the blows. Stand up and wear the punishment. Hard to complain because I think I hurt others more than they hurt me.

Out drinking, looking for ... love, I guess. Even though I know its hard to find blind drunk and at 3am in the morning. Perhaps I am not looking, but just trying to lose myself, if only for a moment.

This is going to be a good week. I can feel it.
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analith:
Maybe that's my problem, I am too guarded in that closed-off forever kind of way, but then I swing to the total other end.
I can't not follow my emotions, even when my brain is saying, No, don't do it... you're a fuckwit, I'll still always go with my heart.
I need to learn to be guarded in that protective kind of way.

Maybe then I wouldn't get hurt so much...

(wow, I never knew I could ramble so much!!!)
May 22, 2006
vapourized:
I don't know the answer to that one either. Me? I am always too open, get involved and then run away or get hurt real bad.

I need a middle path ...
May 22, 2006

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