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Totally have 'Illinoise' by Sufjan Stevens jammed on repeat at the moment. My pick for album of the year. Normally I am only interested in post-orchestral rock produced by obscure collectives in French Quebec, but I can't get enough of this album.

Busy pretending that I will write music like this. Which is confounded by the fact that my chosen insturment is the fucking drums. .

So I am busy pretending to play the keyboard.

Thank god for arpegiator - the keyboard plays iotself better than I ever could.

Which is great, because that gives my time to write lyrics to songs I am pretending tpo play the keyboard for.

All my lyrics are about girls I used to love who broke my heart, or girls I used to love who's heart I may have broken or about my current girlfriend who is also, variously, one of the girls I used to love who broke my heart, or a girl I used to love who's heart I may have broken.

Beautiful, really ...