vanxrriot

It's very very very RARE for me to get angry, but man oh man did I get angry yesterday. I've been working on a group website project for the past two weeks and of course one person had to mess it all up. She consistently neglected to turn in her portions of the projects in on time. So this time around, I decided to contact her before everything was due yesterday to see if she could handle it, and if she couldn't, to let me know because I had time to put together what her task was. I didn't hear anything back... and of course, I show up to class yesterday and she had her part, BUT it was not done CORRECTLY. She made us look like total idiots. We won't even get credit for that portion of the project now and it wasn't as though she didn't get my email... because I asked her that.

This incident just really off set my mood yesterday. I even blew up at a manager at work (though, he's been asking for it for months now). I absolutely hate feeling angry. It always makes me feel sick to my stomach and just out of control. Even though I have every right to be angry now and then, I just get disgusted with myself when I do.

I'm almost done... I've just got to tackle finals week and it's over. Then it will be summer and I can work, and read, visit family, and be social again. Oh all the beer to be consumed this summer.... =) Glad I live in the middle of several microbreweries.