Caught Off Guard
I got Destiny off to school. Rachael has been good. I blew some shit up in Mechwarrior 4: Mercenaries. I've caught up on labeling and organizing my home videos. I've watched my videos of the most recent Atlanta Rollergirls bout. I talked to Brenda online, among other people. I talked to Brenda on the phone until the battery in my phone gave out. Right now I'm cooking a fried chicken meal up for lunch. It's been a good morning.
I feel like I'm in the eye of the chaos storm. I have a feeling that tomorrow my life will go from neutral to fifth gear in no time. I don't want it to be Dragon*Con already. I'm not ready. As eager as I am to see Brenda again, I just don't feel up to dealing with the clusterfuck that Dragon*Con is going to turn into for me. I've been so wrapped up in figuring out how to get rent paid that I haven't been planning things out for the weekend. So here I am in the last minute stretch with my pants down. I hate not having a fully formulated strategy especially since I'm not going to have much room for error.
Fuckity-fuck-fuck-fuck! I just got a message from Sue who was supposed to come take care of the kids for us while Wyspurr and I were at Dragon*Con. She can't make it because of the gas situation. Fuck! I have no idea what we're going to do now. I knew there was a reason I have had a bad feeling about this weekend. So much for being able to wait 'til tomorrow before stressing out about the weekend.
I got Destiny off to school. Rachael has been good. I blew some shit up in Mechwarrior 4: Mercenaries. I've caught up on labeling and organizing my home videos. I've watched my videos of the most recent Atlanta Rollergirls bout. I talked to Brenda online, among other people. I talked to Brenda on the phone until the battery in my phone gave out. Right now I'm cooking a fried chicken meal up for lunch. It's been a good morning.
I feel like I'm in the eye of the chaos storm. I have a feeling that tomorrow my life will go from neutral to fifth gear in no time. I don't want it to be Dragon*Con already. I'm not ready. As eager as I am to see Brenda again, I just don't feel up to dealing with the clusterfuck that Dragon*Con is going to turn into for me. I've been so wrapped up in figuring out how to get rent paid that I haven't been planning things out for the weekend. So here I am in the last minute stretch with my pants down. I hate not having a fully formulated strategy especially since I'm not going to have much room for error.
Fuckity-fuck-fuck-fuck! I just got a message from Sue who was supposed to come take care of the kids for us while Wyspurr and I were at Dragon*Con. She can't make it because of the gas situation. Fuck! I have no idea what we're going to do now. I knew there was a reason I have had a bad feeling about this weekend. So much for being able to wait 'til tomorrow before stressing out about the weekend.
laputa64:
oh no!! man i hope you can get everything worked out.