"The world is spinning too fast
I'm buying lead Nike shoes
To keep myself tethered
To the days I try to lose"
- Gorillaz "19-2000"
Sunshine In A Box
There are only five days left until Brenda arrives. With the way time has been passing, that's practically right around the corner. We'll be able to touch, taste, and smell each other as opposed to just seeing each other through a webcam or hearing each other through a phone. It's going to be bliss.
I have to snap my head out of this daydream, though, because I'm not getting anything done. My mind is stuck in the moment that Wyspurr will be bringing Brenda here from the bus station. Everything between here and there is lost in this fog of anxious longing. I'm hurrying to get to the future, which means I'm wasting my todays. The future will be waiting for me, though, regardless. Right now I need to make fuller use of the present. Killing time is slow suicide, throwing life away one unlived hour at a time.
I'm making it my mission to get out of the house for at least an hour per day. Tomorrow's a no brainer because it's D&D day but I'll have to figure out something to do Sunday through Wednesday. Maybe I'll just go down to Findley Plaza and chill with the bums. I don't know. All my friends live on other sides of town, so I don't really have anyone in my neighborhood to hang out with and since I can't afford to get my phone turned back on until Tuesday I can't beg anyone to come hang out with me.
I'm buying lead Nike shoes
To keep myself tethered
To the days I try to lose"
- Gorillaz "19-2000"
Sunshine In A Box
There are only five days left until Brenda arrives. With the way time has been passing, that's practically right around the corner. We'll be able to touch, taste, and smell each other as opposed to just seeing each other through a webcam or hearing each other through a phone. It's going to be bliss.
I have to snap my head out of this daydream, though, because I'm not getting anything done. My mind is stuck in the moment that Wyspurr will be bringing Brenda here from the bus station. Everything between here and there is lost in this fog of anxious longing. I'm hurrying to get to the future, which means I'm wasting my todays. The future will be waiting for me, though, regardless. Right now I need to make fuller use of the present. Killing time is slow suicide, throwing life away one unlived hour at a time.
I'm making it my mission to get out of the house for at least an hour per day. Tomorrow's a no brainer because it's D&D day but I'll have to figure out something to do Sunday through Wednesday. Maybe I'll just go down to Findley Plaza and chill with the bums. I don't know. All my friends live on other sides of town, so I don't really have anyone in my neighborhood to hang out with and since I can't afford to get my phone turned back on until Tuesday I can't beg anyone to come hang out with me.
geckogirl:
oh i dont think you'll need a tux. 
geckogirl:
usually the guys IN the wedding wear them but not the guests. guests wear anything from suits to business casual.