"I sometimes think that someone would have to come crawling in your window and steal your dirty undies and sniff them for you to think that you're attractive." - Lalita
Still Smitten
People keep leaving me great comments to my LiveJournal entries and I've been too busy to respond to them. I feel like a heel.
I gave Dark Mike $14 to close for me so that I could come home early, thinking I'd make it home in time to read the kids a bedtime story but unfortunately Wyspurr had just gotten them to sleep when I got home. That sucked. Tonight was their first real night home since getting back from Asheville and I've missed them terribly. I didn't even get to spend much time with them this afternoon because Laputa and her boyfriend Brooklyn dropped in and since seeing her is a once in a blue moon kind of thing I paid most of my attention to my guests. I also didn't make it to the gym because of their visit, but that's okay. I'll hopefully work out tomorrow.
So, I've been thinking a lot about this girl whom I'm crushing on, burning more tater tots at work (three times tonight) and nearly getting run over by a car on my walk home from work. Vanuslux smitten is a dangerous thing. I once took a six foot tumble off a loading dock while daydreaming back when I was first starting to date Crystal. Anyway, the point is I've been thinking about it.
It isn't hopeless, but it would be a lot easier if it were. Then I could just accept it and go on with life. Although improbable, stranger things have certainly happened. I feel strongly within my spirit that we could be a good match if given half a chance. I just doubt we'll have that chance. I don't say that because I don't think I'm good enough. I say that because I don't foresee the opportunity ever arising for a chance to be taken. I'm tempted just to tell her, lay it all out, and see what she says. Unfortunately, I don't foresee having the opportunity to do so face to face as on the exceptionally rare occasions we see each other there's always tons of people around. I almost never see her, it's extremely rare that I get any chance to talk to her, she's always busy. So, basically, I'm stuck with either biding my time and stewing on this or writing her an e-love letter. I'm not really thrilled with either of those options.
Still Smitten
People keep leaving me great comments to my LiveJournal entries and I've been too busy to respond to them. I feel like a heel.
I gave Dark Mike $14 to close for me so that I could come home early, thinking I'd make it home in time to read the kids a bedtime story but unfortunately Wyspurr had just gotten them to sleep when I got home. That sucked. Tonight was their first real night home since getting back from Asheville and I've missed them terribly. I didn't even get to spend much time with them this afternoon because Laputa and her boyfriend Brooklyn dropped in and since seeing her is a once in a blue moon kind of thing I paid most of my attention to my guests. I also didn't make it to the gym because of their visit, but that's okay. I'll hopefully work out tomorrow.
So, I've been thinking a lot about this girl whom I'm crushing on, burning more tater tots at work (three times tonight) and nearly getting run over by a car on my walk home from work. Vanuslux smitten is a dangerous thing. I once took a six foot tumble off a loading dock while daydreaming back when I was first starting to date Crystal. Anyway, the point is I've been thinking about it.
It isn't hopeless, but it would be a lot easier if it were. Then I could just accept it and go on with life. Although improbable, stranger things have certainly happened. I feel strongly within my spirit that we could be a good match if given half a chance. I just doubt we'll have that chance. I don't say that because I don't think I'm good enough. I say that because I don't foresee the opportunity ever arising for a chance to be taken. I'm tempted just to tell her, lay it all out, and see what she says. Unfortunately, I don't foresee having the opportunity to do so face to face as on the exceptionally rare occasions we see each other there's always tons of people around. I almost never see her, it's extremely rare that I get any chance to talk to her, she's always busy. So, basically, I'm stuck with either biding my time and stewing on this or writing her an e-love letter. I'm not really thrilled with either of those options.