"Is he depressed or is he a mess?
Does he feel totally worthless?
Who came up with person man?
Degraded man, person man"
- They Might Be Giants "Particle Man"
Heavy Hearted Weekend
I'm glad the weekend is over. Worked sucked. There was too much going on. Too many people. Too many moments feeling like I was the only person able to hear the sound of my voice. Neglected. Disrespected. Those two feelings pretty much defined my weekend. Those and exhaustion.
The weekend wasn't all bad, though. I went to see Sin City twice (Friday with Wyspurr and katfireblade and Sunday with stuzzy and erlkonig) and that rocked. Even with all the craziness going on m'lady and I got a lot of good lovemaking in. wyspurr, katfireblade, and I got in a nice dinner together at El myr Saturday night. It really should have been a great weekend, except that every time I turned around there was something waiting to slap me out of my good mood.
I also went to El Myr with holierthancow last night, but found myself dozing off before I made it through my first pint. That's how much the weekend wore me down. Not for lack of sleep, and not for exerting myself any more physically than usual. I'm just emotionally burned out and my body is just reflecting the heaviness of my heart.
In other news, I just got word from the hosting service that Roth & Earl is on that they were unable to draw the scheduled payment for hosting. Of course they weren't...Wyspurr took all our money out of the bank even though I've told her time and time again to always leave ten or more dollars in there.
Of course, I've been a damned fool with our money in my own way. I've have my check since Tuesday and didn't think to look at it until I tried to go cash it yesterday. Well, now I know it was a lot smaller than I was expecting and after we pay rent today we're going to have about two dollars to our name to last us until the 12th. I hate being paid bi-weekly. I may have to put my Rebel into hock to make ends meet 'til payday. I hate to do that but it's the only thing of significant value that have that doesn't belong to the household. Maybe I can just sell off a couple of my extra CompactFlash cards and squeeze by. Or maybe sell my old DiIMAGE off. We'll just have to see.
Does he feel totally worthless?
Who came up with person man?
Degraded man, person man"
- They Might Be Giants "Particle Man"
Heavy Hearted Weekend
I'm glad the weekend is over. Worked sucked. There was too much going on. Too many people. Too many moments feeling like I was the only person able to hear the sound of my voice. Neglected. Disrespected. Those two feelings pretty much defined my weekend. Those and exhaustion.
The weekend wasn't all bad, though. I went to see Sin City twice (Friday with Wyspurr and katfireblade and Sunday with stuzzy and erlkonig) and that rocked. Even with all the craziness going on m'lady and I got a lot of good lovemaking in. wyspurr, katfireblade, and I got in a nice dinner together at El myr Saturday night. It really should have been a great weekend, except that every time I turned around there was something waiting to slap me out of my good mood.
I also went to El Myr with holierthancow last night, but found myself dozing off before I made it through my first pint. That's how much the weekend wore me down. Not for lack of sleep, and not for exerting myself any more physically than usual. I'm just emotionally burned out and my body is just reflecting the heaviness of my heart.
In other news, I just got word from the hosting service that Roth & Earl is on that they were unable to draw the scheduled payment for hosting. Of course they weren't...Wyspurr took all our money out of the bank even though I've told her time and time again to always leave ten or more dollars in there.
Of course, I've been a damned fool with our money in my own way. I've have my check since Tuesday and didn't think to look at it until I tried to go cash it yesterday. Well, now I know it was a lot smaller than I was expecting and after we pay rent today we're going to have about two dollars to our name to last us until the 12th. I hate being paid bi-weekly. I may have to put my Rebel into hock to make ends meet 'til payday. I hate to do that but it's the only thing of significant value that have that doesn't belong to the household. Maybe I can just sell off a couple of my extra CompactFlash cards and squeeze by. Or maybe sell my old DiIMAGE off. We'll just have to see.
luis:
Sin City was fucking awesome. Best movie this year.
deckwreck:
Unfortunately it's in my lease, so there's nothing I can do about it.