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vanuslux

Atlanta, GA

Member Since 2004

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Thursday Jun 03, 2004

Jun 3, 2004
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No decent human being should have to be in as much physical pain as I'm in right now. Childbirth probably hurts worse, but it doesn't generally last as long as this has and at least you get a baby when you're done. I don't get anything out of my face feeling like someone shot an arrow into my cheek that's been stuck there for three days. Right now, if someone gave me the option of this or being put into a coma, I'd choose the coma.

Personally, I've always tried to love my country despite all of its flaws, but I'd put an axe to my old man's skull if it would get me somewhere that will take a fucking tooth out of my head without me having to have $250 up front.

Health care is the one thing I believe should be socialized...fucking bill me for it, tax me for it, whatever...just don't make me spend most of my life suffering because I'm too poor to get very simple medical needs met and never being able to make enough money to afford treatment because I'm in near constant pain, which leads to significant problems concentrating, limitting my work ability to unskilled labor despite the fact that I graduated high school at 15, had a 1436 SAT score, and supposedly had an IQ of 169. Right now I probably have an IQ of 70 because I can't fucking think half the time.

AAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!

Fuck you world. I hate you with all the blackness in my deeply scarred heart and I hate myself because I know as soon as this lets up for a little while I'll take you back and love you again until you hit me with this shit again.

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