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vanuslux

Atlanta, GA

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Friday Jan 06, 2006

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This is my first night away from Brenda since she moved in. Shes in Florida right now gathering the rest of her things. I miss her fiercely but shell be back Friday night, which I suppose is technically today rather than tomorrow since Ive been up all night talking to James M. I escorted Brenda to the airport via MARTA, which shed never been on before. Im glad I did. I dont spend nearly enough time with her outside of the apartment. Thats something I plan to change now that were financially recovered from the holidays.

Theres been a lot more Chris drama. Debra saw him behind my back again even though Id given my blessing for them to go out next week. So it has to end. Ive done everything I could to be accommodating despite how little respect either of them had shown me. Debra has broken every agreement regarding the relationship and Chris considers it perfectly fine for him to knowingly accommodate her doing so. So neither of them can be trusted together. I hate that. I really enjoyed they way things were before Chris broke up with Debra the first time. The way they were before he changed his approach from acting like part of the family to trying to isolate Debra from the family while inventing some vendetta on my part when I didnt have any issue with him on my part until I tried to talk to him in December about his accommodating Debra in breaking her agreementthe one in which shed stay away from him in December so that the family could have a holiday season without Chris-related drama then Id give my blessing for them to continue their relationship in January.

Even then, I didnt start actually hating him until he was so terribly and hypocritically shitty to Debra about making out with that guy at Hexxt. I was willing to try to get over it and let Debra start seeing him again this month anyway, even though theyd both ignored the agreement for her to stay away from him in December. Hell, even after I found out she saw him I agreed to let him stay a part of her life casually if he was willing to get together with the family like he used to without the promise of getting alone time with her. Even then I held out some hope that Chris at what I saw as his best was the real Chris. Unsurprisingly, Chris wasnt interested in seeing Debra if they werent dating. Yet Chris always makes it out that Ive been persecuting him mercilessly for absolutely no reason at all. It gets rather tiresome and Im done with it.

Thats the only unpleasantness going on right now, except maybe Kendras moving out which may or may not go cleanly. We dont even have financial woes now that Im working full time and were caught up from being wiped out by the holidays. We have our budget balanced quite nicely. We dont exactly have money to burn, but we will be well off enough to make ends meet with enough left over for enjoying life.

Damn, Im sleepy. I should get off to bed.
innocence:
Your personal life seems really interesting! kiss
Jan 6, 2006
kriss:
eeek How do you keep everyone straight?

I thought you were married with kids and had a girl on the sly with you and your women....

I missed A LOT I guess!

KRISSsmile
Jan 6, 2006

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