vanora

I have this urge to just sit and cry. I haven't been taking my meds for a while & now I can tell. IThere isn't anything going on to make me sad, in fact life is good. Nonetheless, I find myself alone and sad. It's 2am. Blah. I made straight As this semester, woot. I get tired of being criticized for being single & having people tell me what I need to do to get a guy (or a fling). Yes, like all single people, I get lonely & whiney sometimes, but that doesn't overshadow the fact that I love my freedom. Also, I'm pretty damn sure that if I really wanted to, I could get a guy, but if you are a girl in my area...well you know what we have to work with...yikes. Why settle, when I don't want or need to. Grr now I am getting pissy & I'm still messed up in sad land. Fuck sakes. On a brighter note I got 2 awesome vintage dresses & I have 4 movies coming from Amazon!
Ok, so check it. There's this guy...it's awesome & that blows. (I bet NO ONE figures out that cryptic message without asking!)
I am never on here anymore. I still love it, but the groups...I can't get into them. GAR I am whiney! No more of this! I am going to bed. Alone. Stayed in on a Friday night, woot.