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Well, yesterday was the strangest day I have had in quite a few months! So, I go meet Kevdude & his lil'missus to head over to O'Fallon, Mo. for a Full Throttle Wrestling event. On the way there, we saw a very bad accident that we must have avoided by maybe 10-15 minutes. Well, we get to the Elk's, after driving by it 3 times (thank you Mapquest!) and things are moving along. Then the women are thrown into a frenzy! One of the wrestler's girlfriends was in a car accident. Well, it turned out to be a little fender-bender & she was just shaken up. See while I am new to the group, I have been taken in very quickly and have learned that while we girls of FTW may make fun of eachother & be catty, we do care about eachother & have eachother's backs. I feel very lucky to be making friends with these girls & the wrestlers & have Kevin to thank for it! Well, the show goes along, backstage drama ensues (more on that in Kevin's blog). The wrestler I had a crush on has a girlfriend & I was crushed by that. It was stupid, but anyhoo... There was all this weird tension floating around and I couldn't take it. I broke down & balled for 20 minutes. It was odd. Not much reson for it, but I absorb other's emotions and the anger & tension was insane. Then I felt better. Then at Denny's, my best friend, Kevin's wife, said a silly comment that I didn't much like. It wasn't even pointed towards me or meant hurtfully, but after the stress of that day, that was by then going on like 13 hours, I slapped her arm pretty hard. I felt bad & still do, But I think she'll be ok. So, I am over that wrestler, even though he is still cute & a great guy, I just have lost interest when I find out about a girlfriend or such. Call it morals, lol. But, he & I would have never happened or worked, so it's good that this happened.The show was great, I didn't see much, cuz I was babysitting, but the crowd was awesome! So, all's well that ends well. Wow, I had a lot to say, huh?