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Charm City Baltimore

Member Since 2005

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Blindfolded only to hear blank words of crooked smiles.
Crawling out of my skin to see a broken reflection of myself

I am Lost and I know that no one will find me, because I cant find myself.

I am falling but theres no one there to catch me.

I'll keep reaching, I'll keep searching, somehow your hand will make its way to mine.

ever since I left baltimore I have felt lost and out of place. Where are you when I need you? I need to hear you tell me its ok.

i look back on a broken mess. pictures shattered with
shards of glass. this is what my life means to me. i won't break, not today.

the more you see, the less you want to know.

look into my eyes, say it's alright,
but nothing lasts forever I'll rip the nerve from your heart and I refuse,
I refuse to live this way.
eliminate, erase the most beautiful face I've ever seen,
to salvage this frozen heart.
I feel fake, I'm feeling abused.

I've become an instrument of your twisted flashbacks,
still you condemn me for my mistakes.
Vanity

pull the trigger
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
shhhlistennn:
Do you have any picture where the camera isn't above your head? I'd like to see. heh
kiss
Feb 25, 2005
riffprophet:
Hey, I enjoyed reading your journal. smile
Feb 27, 2005

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