vanitystrain

I continuously search for those people. Or that person. Or have I already found them?
The one(s) that find simple things enjoyable.
I'm looking for one(s) that don't shoot down my ideas, but rather consider and change for compromise [if needed]. I'm looking for those that put in extra effort if the time is right. I want someone to not get so comfortable. I need someone that tells me their ideas, and actually give me input on mine. Or better yet ask, "So, tell me what's on your mind ?" if there is no negative air that is present and it's all good vibes. [That question is only presented when there seems a negative aura.]
I want to find those that have a love for the outside, music, and the arts, and not just on certain days of the week. Person's that are humble to themselves and others, but genuinely confident. Those people, that look beyond what I look like on the outside.. I want to know them. I need to find you. I need to find the better, but we are scarce. And I do indeed place myself into this category. I can be difficult to read, but give me space and love and we will reach higher lengths.


I find myself always working to reach something better in people and I am constantly disappointed. Exchanging thoughts with a friend, it is becoming more apprent that so many people produce people that continue to be typical. Just give me a quote that you haven't heard. Most cannot think for themselves. They are plagiarizing someone elses thoughts rather than taking them for how they are and making them something that could be their own. This blog could take days, for now.. that's all I want to type.. excuse any grammar disfinctions, i just don't give - right now..

today, i want to be outside until too bareable, and then stay inside and get creative.. where where where..