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vanity_assassin

Queens, Ny

Member Since 2004

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Monday Jul 26, 2004

Jul 26, 2004
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Devoted to perfection through silence...


The storm is bad tonight,
so how could I awake without you here?
Your picture's on the wall.
You haven't called.
But I'll wait for you.

To her own reflection,
she says, "I will hold on"
To her own reflection,
she says, "I will be strong".....



So Im sitting here and Im thinking about so much stuff. I keep thinking about all the stuff I used to have. I hate being so parinoid. I always hate that I feel like Im always going to be lied to and used, becasue its happend so many times. Like I never ever knew what was real. I always felt when I was in a relationship, that I was in the ex's shadow like she meant more and what not, most of the time I never was. but I cant help but feel that way.

I have come to notice I have this fairy tale look on realtionships, I cant help it...Im always going to smile about it. I think being in love is a beautiful thing, spending your life with your penguin is a beautiful thing. Thats all I have ever wanted, nothing else, is tht so bad?

Iam always going to be a dreamer, but I have a fragile heart, and when I break I shatter...


Im always in this sad kinda state now a days.


Im the girl that will go to the ends of the earth for you, I always thought that was enough.

Can't you see that i wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and i'm all alone
Get me through this one

Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so

I'm writing again these letters to you aren't much, I know
But i'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart

Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so

No more looking i've found home

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so

I'm gone away
I'm gone away

Muah
kiss kiss Vanity...

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