vanillakinky

Thinking WAAYY too much today, ever do that? Ever spend too much time thinking & analyzing instead of just letting time float by? Maybe its a matter of giving myself permission to let go of conscious thought.........I need to meditate more......

Been thinking some on the 'this site is fascist' topic in lifestyle board............strange really, this site is one of the healthiest portrayals of feminine beauty I've seen in a LOOOONg time, strange that it would be seen as fascist.........still its just the thought of one member........seems like anytime people band together in any way today, they run the risk of being labelled 'fascist'..........

Kind of sad today, just returned from my therapist & uncovered a lot of things that were bothering me I really wasnt aware of, of course that could be a good thing.........lancing a festering boyle so-to-speak.......

My new toy - a 4 track, shit I just bought a microphone, I feel so wannabe..........but I'm curious what I can make........what I can express to & for myself, screw what others think.........I doubt I'll ever share what I lay down.......

chiquita - write me babe..........if you like.....leeja@mindspring.com......you intrigue me.......