vanillakinky

Things that have been making the pain go away:

1. Radiohead B-sides
2. Bass guitar shopping, just for the hell of it
3. Video games - Neo Geo fighters, Mame, Command & Conquer, Call of Duty Demo
4. Therapy
5. 10 mg Prozac
6. Mars parties
7. Thinking about/longing for sex, snuggling, pillow talk
8. My article got published, hard copy & net: http://newmobility.com/review_article.cfm?id=745&action=browse

GOT A JOB, whether I'll take it or not is another thing entire, I'd be working with severe schizophrenics hospitalized after being arrested, HUGE hospital built for WWII, housed wounded & Nazi prisoners of war, main hallway is 2 football fields long, all tile & pheaux marble floors, clinical, think Cuckoos Nest meets Awakenings. Would I be helping or perpetuating? Is it better than being unemployed?

I'm too 'nice a guy'........we do lose........finish last, blah blah blah.........you feel me solisis?

Tori Amos was over Sunday night, she spooned with me on my tacky La-Z-Boy sectional while we watched Adult Swim, rubbed my head, whispered comforting, smart, sexy things in my ear, sat on my face & asked me to hum while she yelled "PLEEEEEEASE"" Little Earthquake style, then we laughed together...........