well if something doesn't come to me within the next month i will be quitting my job. and the whole finding a new job shouldn't be that difficult because it's holiday season i'm sure i could find some shitty other place to work where i WON'T be interacting with co-workers like i have been previously...i'll go to work to work, not socialize and take part in the whole 'highschool' drama that is compusa. i'm sure it's in other places as well, but once you're in at one place it's hard to get out and so that leaves with no other choice than to cut off ties with anyone affiliated with compusa aside from chris, and maybe ryan because he's one cool dude, and say fuck off to the whole 'being nice.' because last time i checked i'm once again screwed because i let people not only walk all over my feelings, but my intergrity, too - AND THAT MY FRIEND...friend being this text box will no longer be happening.
it is pretty sad that i have no friends. i just think no one would want to be my friend. maybe everything zoe said was right. maybe i'm a twofaced bitch. but then again coming from someone like maggie it's kind of hard to believe. because i unlike her didn't sleep with one of my good friends fiance's...but then again i could be crazy. AGAIN with the highschool drama, i swear from now on i'm going to hang out with myself and not be afraid to say that i'm content with that because all in all i think i'm a pretty cool person, and i don't need some false friendship to feel like i 'belong' in this white-trash infested poor excuse for a town.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH! and by the way, if you can read and are reading this i'm in a very happy relationship, so don't come emailing me asking to 'get at me mah' ok THANKS. cuntfaces. jesus christ.
it is pretty sad that i have no friends. i just think no one would want to be my friend. maybe everything zoe said was right. maybe i'm a twofaced bitch. but then again coming from someone like maggie it's kind of hard to believe. because i unlike her didn't sleep with one of my good friends fiance's...but then again i could be crazy. AGAIN with the highschool drama, i swear from now on i'm going to hang out with myself and not be afraid to say that i'm content with that because all in all i think i'm a pretty cool person, and i don't need some false friendship to feel like i 'belong' in this white-trash infested poor excuse for a town.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH! and by the way, if you can read and are reading this i'm in a very happy relationship, so don't come emailing me asking to 'get at me mah' ok THANKS. cuntfaces. jesus christ.