hm...so i'm feeling pretty bleh today. i dyed my hair a little bit....i'm still deciding if i even like it. i just highlighted it with some fuschie..that's right FUSCHIA. in the back underneathe it's all pink...and infront/around my head it's pink...hm...i guess we'll see. i've come to despise makeup shopping because there's so many neat things to get and so little money in grasp...fucking blows. i need a sugar daddy to buy me good quality makeup because i always refuse to buy the good shit, and will settle for nuetrogena or cg...my wish would be to have that girls mac collection...itisso fucking beatiful. i hate her...
chris pissed me off big time yesterday. he got all pissed off that i smoked a cigarette...or mainly because i spent money on the whole pack that i just gave away to one of the guys we work with because i only wanted the one. he compared it to him buying a pack of condoms which is like uh almost $20 and giving it to some chick at work....i came back with it being my money that was in a check made out to ME...so i can spend it however i want then proceeded with the silect treatment for the remainder of the ride home. he then tried to hold my hand, and i reluctantly gave in. BUT he apologized for 'yelling' at me and that was that. i understand that he cares but it would have been a lot more realistic if he hadn't smoked while we were up in tustin just because he was 'on a break with dave!' suck my cock, hypocrite.
hmm..i feel better now.
i seriously need some sort of female interaction. i've no girlfriends anymore, due to the lack of any awesome girls in my area. i've spend time with maggie, but like everyone else says she's so immature, and is disgusted by the action of masturbation...i can't be good friends with someone like that. i guess i'm just lonely, and i miss hanging out with someone whom i can talk about a passing boy with, and or talk about some cute shoes or some bullshit like that...WHO AM I KIDDING I LOVE MY OWN COMPANY AND F U C K YOU ALL ;\
chris pissed me off big time yesterday. he got all pissed off that i smoked a cigarette...or mainly because i spent money on the whole pack that i just gave away to one of the guys we work with because i only wanted the one. he compared it to him buying a pack of condoms which is like uh almost $20 and giving it to some chick at work....i came back with it being my money that was in a check made out to ME...so i can spend it however i want then proceeded with the silect treatment for the remainder of the ride home. he then tried to hold my hand, and i reluctantly gave in. BUT he apologized for 'yelling' at me and that was that. i understand that he cares but it would have been a lot more realistic if he hadn't smoked while we were up in tustin just because he was 'on a break with dave!' suck my cock, hypocrite.
hmm..i feel better now.
i seriously need some sort of female interaction. i've no girlfriends anymore, due to the lack of any awesome girls in my area. i've spend time with maggie, but like everyone else says she's so immature, and is disgusted by the action of masturbation...i can't be good friends with someone like that. i guess i'm just lonely, and i miss hanging out with someone whom i can talk about a passing boy with, and or talk about some cute shoes or some bullshit like that...WHO AM I KIDDING I LOVE MY OWN COMPANY AND F U C K YOU ALL ;\
now i'm guessing chris is male... and you dont speak latin... i remember reading somewhere... that the word male in latin... means one of large hipocritical nature and prone to over exagerate comparison of situation... or something like that anyway... my latins a little rusty
all the above makes me sound gay, i know... but i'm not... honest... my girlie will contest to that