well if something doesn't come to me within the next month i will be quitting my job. and the whole finding a new job shouldn't be that difficult because it's holiday season i'm sure i could find some shitty other place to work where i WON'T be interacting with co-workers like i have been previously...i'll go to work to work, not socialize and take part...
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the thunder and lightening last night was so insane. i had a headache and was trying to fall asleep listening to the rain hit the roof of the house...kind of almost hoping that it would cave in a we'd all be swept away forever...haha not really - but anyway seriously i was so close to being asleep after feeling like shit all day and then...
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tehpeanut:
i love thunderstorms too...im sorry you dont want to stay there....im looking to move you can join me...i totally agree about those ppl who add you and you dont even know who the F they are...i hope work gets better...if you need to talk ill listen 
vanilla_bananie:
how sweet are you. i can't believe you'd be willing to listen to me whine about stupid work when you're going through what you are. that's so nice ! ;p
i'm off for two whole days - i'm not going to do anything aside from sleep late, and fuck off - and because of this i will smile 
i got my contacts...a while ago actually. it's pretty cool to be able to see.
i think in the next couple of months i might get really tired and become even more of a whiny bitch. i'm hoping the job i just got at this diner will work out, but i can't quit my other job because the diner doesn't offer benefits...and i knid of...
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i think in the next couple of months i might get really tired and become even more of a whiny bitch. i'm hoping the job i just got at this diner will work out, but i can't quit my other job because the diner doesn't offer benefits...and i knid of...
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tatpunkgurl13:
Myspace is evil but addicting....
vanilla_bananie:
no shit huh...i almost deleted my account - then i got a sudden sense of sadness and couldn't...how lame is that
i updated my picture..this is only a couple days old...maybe a couple days plus a couple more days to equal about a week...you know the story.
i'm still waiting for my contacts to come in since they're special order and what not. it really blows not being able to wear regular contacts, or being able to see without contacts/glasses. and since my insurance is so...
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i'm still waiting for my contacts to come in since they're special order and what not. it really blows not being able to wear regular contacts, or being able to see without contacts/glasses. and since my insurance is so...
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i need a new job, seriously. they piss me off on a daily basis and the whole reason for staying at an employer is because you like it, and the pay's good. well NEWSFLASH SHANNON neither are happening. i don't know why i stay.
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cogito:
To be honest, I'd rather not post that in a public area... if you want you can IM me
vanilla_bananie:
well...i would kind of need an alias to IM to...call me crazy.
whoever thought of midnight madness for compusa should really be put out of my misery. thankfully i only have to work 10-6pm, and get to take off right when it begins, but there's a downside to this as well. chris doesn't get off until 8 so it wouldn't really make sense for me to leave and go back home and then turn around and come...
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so the other day i got a call from a temp agency. i set up an appointment for tomorrow (thursday) but once again i've had to cancel in order to appease my current job. it sucks because i can't say 'no i can't got train someone at another store because i have an appointment to get another job to get the hell out of here'...
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_catalyst_:
It really is easier to get a new job after you've quit the old one and have time and energy to focus into the new.
Unfortunately it's not easier on the bank account or the stomach.
Bleh I will have to do this soon too. I've been half-heartedly looking but not calling people back coz I don't have time for an interview. Lame.
Cheers to good new jobs for us both!
Unfortunately it's not easier on the bank account or the stomach.
Bleh I will have to do this soon too. I've been half-heartedly looking but not calling people back coz I don't have time for an interview. Lame.
Cheers to good new jobs for us both!
vanilla_bananie:
i totally hear what you're saying. it sucks to have to look for a new job, and i hate not having enough time. not seeing the people that i care about the most sucks just to see these people that are just looking at your 'resume' and judging you, but whatever. like you said it's lame :p
so i guess i'm kind of psycho...
i've been reading this girls journal for about 2 years now...off and on. for about 3...never once have i emailed her to tell her how fuckinginfatuated i am with reading it. i can't say i can understand what she feels because i don't know her, but again i'm psycho. and i feel like i do know her...i can't...
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i've been reading this girls journal for about 2 years now...off and on. for about 3...never once have i emailed her to tell her how fuckinginfatuated i am with reading it. i can't say i can understand what she feels because i don't know her, but again i'm psycho. and i feel like i do know her...i can't...
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hm...so i'm feeling pretty bleh today. i dyed my hair a little bit....i'm still deciding if i even like it. i just highlighted it with some fuschie..that's right FUSCHIA. in the back underneathe it's all pink...and infront/around my head it's pink...hm...i guess we'll see. i've come to despise makeup shopping because there's so many neat things to get and so little money in grasp...fucking blows....
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steve_huge:
hell you dont need a girl to talk about cute shoes or cute boys... i'm one of the worlds greatest shoppers... and proud... and male... and straight... and comfortable in my sexuality 
it's what all my female friends use me for... an honest opinion and i'm a great shopper... too good sometimes... i spend far to much money and i tend to give an honest opinion on other guys... that plus i have an added in sight to guys that most girls lack... what with being one and all...
now i'm guessing chris is male... and you dont speak latin... i remember reading somewhere... that the word male in latin... means one of large hipocritical nature and prone to over exagerate comparison of situation... or something like that anyway... my latins a little rusty
all the above makes me sound gay, i know... but i'm not... honest... my girlie will contest to that
it's what all my female friends use me for... an honest opinion and i'm a great shopper... too good sometimes... i spend far to much money and i tend to give an honest opinion on other guys... that plus i have an added in sight to guys that most girls lack... what with being one and all...
now i'm guessing chris is male... and you dont speak latin... i remember reading somewhere... that the word male in latin... means one of large hipocritical nature and prone to over exagerate comparison of situation... or something like that anyway... my latins a little rusty
all the above makes me sound gay, i know... but i'm not... honest... my girlie will contest to that
vanilla_bananie:
haha...all i can do is laugh at this ;\
i got an ipod, bitches! now i have to spend endless hours fixing my songs because uh...i'm such a perfectionist i guess they all have to be uniform, and pretty. ahem
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vanilla_bananie:
you're telling me....i hate people who brag about liking a band and can't even take the time or effort to look up the correct way to spell their name, or their song titles...then they make a complete fool of themselves by posting that they like them SO SO SO much...makes me sad. 
navydclown:
i will be the voice of the un-concerned masses here...
i too have a prtable mp3 player and i have to say this for the thing, no matter how much time i spend fixing the songs on the thing, it will never be able to keep me company better than my friends in the land of reality....but, i still do the same thing so screw those schmucks....CONTROL....THAT IS WHAT I CRAVE!!!
i too have a prtable mp3 player and i have to say this for the thing, no matter how much time i spend fixing the songs on the thing, it will never be able to keep me company better than my friends in the land of reality....but, i still do the same thing so screw those schmucks....CONTROL....THAT IS WHAT I CRAVE!!!
i'm so sick of being sick, it's not even cool! i've got some nasty phlem, too...ugh. i'm so bored. i need a hobby. i'm sick of coloring, i don't have any more books to read, and all i really want to do right now is sleep. the past couple weeks have sucked because of work, and daniel's death. i still feel weird about it, and...
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falias:
i bet it would be!
navydclown:
if by magical you ment "uhhhh" then yes the taste is magical.
if you want a new hobbie and arn't really attached to that thing you call a soul then check out myspace.com its like internet crack also, when ever i get sick i like to spred it around a little, you know, so everyone can have fun with phlem 
if you want a new hobbie and arn't really attached to that thing you call a soul then check out myspace.com its like internet crack
also, when ever i get sick i like to spred it around a little, you know, so everyone can have fun with phlem