van_goghs_ear

ok i'm back ( i HATE ignoring comments before clearing. it was just too dramatic though ). one minute won't kill me.

the roommates, oh LORD I don't know where all these freaks come from, the responses you get ot ads, I want to smash my own face in. it really is a nightmare, and me too, i have total social issues and fears that pretty much barricade me inside a lot, so if my safety is threatened here, i get way freaked out! it's terrifying. i have all week; i seriously pray.

thank you SO much for the compliments. i REALLY like this new one--go look. HA!!! I got the Kubrick eyes. thank you i really appreciate it. it's amazing what happens whaen you put a ...what do you call it...ah COMB thru your hair! yes.

i took that pic for you to see! and of course it makes me smile. thanks of course and hope everything is good.

thank you!!! oh i'm glad you like what you can see of my funny decor--nobody complimented, thank you! i like my zany stuff.

oh Taxi Driver, ugh. lovelovelove but i have the weirdest association thanks to my last roommate (believe it or not i JUST in June got rid of an old crazy one i was stuck with for a year!) has a fucking beautiful tattoo on her leg with the great still of DeNiro's face, with the mohawk. i was SO JEALOUS mostly of the BALLS to do that as she works in childcare, too. so sometimesi have a flashback to wanting to Bickle HER when i think of the Bick.....and i am trying to rid me of that!!! Travis is everyones!

i hope things will be alright too. this roommate shit is such bullshit b/c of how hard it is as well to just get people to call you back and so forth. liike HELLO i've got a crucial time budget!!! at this point i'm not even fearing, i'm trying to mellow. i got a great email (as response) that could seriously help me at this time, so i just hope the jerk calls!!! thank you for caring but i feel it: I AM NUMB over this.