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all this running around is getting me down, just give me a pain that i'm used to.....


depeche mode tonight!!!!!!
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jena:
You think I'm a lardass?
jena:
It's just I'm... I'm so tired of being admired all the time. All these men I mean... they're all beautiful, artistic minds, great sex, the whole package, but hollow, you know what I mean? I feel nobody's really honest with me. Nobody wants me for me.

Bah! There's not enough good quotes from it on imdb.

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You think I don't understand fashion? You think I'm not hip? You think I'm pathetic? A nerd? A lard-ass fat-so? You think I'm shit?



Anyway. You are champagne. Or shompanya. These other ingrates, they're shit.

I hope someone at random sees the comment above this (not THIS comment--ABOVE) and gasps.

Did you see this!? I was overjoyed today. I was just IM'ing this Belgian guy I talk with about it, since the poor thing wound up Belgium first. He said it made the news there too. tongue tongue miao!!

My patrons like to act classy when they ask for 40s of Old E. "Lemme get a 800." The first time I heard that I was like, I'm sorry? We have it in cans, too. I go nuts for this one guy who orders a can with a shot of Henne. On the side of course but jsut what a combination. I like this guy though, I have to write about him. He comes in wearing a huge black fur coat. biggrin biggrin biggrin My man.

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I haven't had much to say lately. been sick and working six straight days fucking sucks. going to see kittie this saturday at harpos can't wait i love those girls. i've been obsessed witht he new depeche mode album lately i get to see them next week, very excited for that. well for anyone who reads this i hope all is well for you and...
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jena:
It was SNOWING!?!?!? Oh man, I'm so glad we didn't get hit yet. Nothing so far. Last winter was fucking brutal though. blackeyed Maybe I'll finally get on this pants bandwagon, eh.

You know I had another bad milk incident in the summer. I didn't get sick but it was funny, it was brand new from a store that only opened 6 months ago and themilk was expired by 2 YEARS!!! eeek eeek eeek The store owners were shocked and very kindly gave me a new one. smile Jeez Louise.

Please let me know about Wolf Creek and Hostel just in case. Keep a sister informed!

Oh no, my biker has vowed to visit me at work tomorrow and bring all of his alcoholic friends. Should be an interesting scene! I'm working in the day, til 6pm. I think it's only open days on weekends. Oh I've already seen some interesting things, like people coming in to discreetly drug trade in the bathroom. This is nothing considering the guys on my block do it at 12 in the afternoon right outside my window. confused

I've never heard of that street.

I found a copy of Happiness at the thrift store! I've already watched it twice, I can't get enough of the horrors. What a gem.

"You are scab. WE WANT MARSHA!"
violetred:
hope you had fun at the show!

nice weather we're having? smile
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Michael Pitt "Death To Birth"
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Made too many of 'em,
too little, too lay,
should I lie under,
still in the door, or walk around again?

One last song I'll write, why don't get along
my eyes feel lonely why don't they shine?

I find the film of a cell,
as I touch my tears
smells the taste, full of waste
but feel the...
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jena:
ACK!!! And thank you, oh man, everybody loves the new profile! tongue I should get Vincent army points for proof of member rentals. lovelysitwell said she was renting it and begged me to tell her the ending but I refused. She called me rubbish. tongue biggrin

With my army points, I'd like a discount on that Republican coat, not.
la_piepie:
Thanks! ARRR!!!
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damn do i need some time away from work and just life in general. i'm so tired and bored and sick of everything puke puke puke oh whoa is me smile
pebbles:
hugs and kisses kiss

it will be okay kiss
jena:
I see....I made a joke to this dick (that one I went on some date with?) about my house decor, how it was so barren or empty, I said I decorated it "with the influence of my barren cold heart" or something and he cracked up.



Of course I have not done my research yet with ebanned. I was away a few days and feeling sick.


No Bette huh? I get it everyday. eeek
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happy halloween!!!!!



Holding hands
Skipping like a stone
On our way
To see what we have done
The first to speak
Is the first to lie
The children cross
Their hearts & hope to die

Bite your tongue
Swear to keep your mouth shut

Ask yourself
Will i burn in Hell?
Then write it down
& cast it in the well
There they are
The...
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jena:
I found this on myspace!



biggrin love

jena:
Oh you love all of them! tongue Thank you.

This week, remind me if you have to. I want to take a look at that link--whenever you get a chance, email it or something recent, etc to show me an example or whatever. Sister is getting broke around here! blackeyed
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Let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised....


NIN tonight!!!!!!!!
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jena:
I'm actually watching the Aquatic right now!

"Are those assholes talking about me?"
jena:
Awwww COOL, was he anybody in particular? I wish the Indian guy. Well I am pleased you thought of me then. We couldn't watch the whole movie!!! I have a crappy budget-player and the DVD would barely play, it was skipping so much. The player ALWAYS skips, but usually only once or twice. With TLA it wasskipping major scenes an by the 5th or 6th time which was by the time Klaus punches Ned (can you imagine, that early?), we had to give up. frown blackeyed
So I watched The Boondock Saints again to get my Klausy fix! tongue biggrin

I think I'm going to get a red beret for the winter. blush
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in a dream i'm a different me. a different you, we fit perfectly. for once in my life i feel complete, and i still wanna ruin it....

only a couple more days till NIN this has seemed like the longest wait ever. they added josh freese on drums this week, he's amazing so the show won't be lacking one bit. other than that not much...
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lovelysitwell:
it is 22 past one in good old England!and iv had a bath so i no longer smell! smile
pebbles:
aww that was sweet of you to say. kiss

i work at sparrow hospital smile
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eraser


need you
dream you
find you
taste you
fuck you
use you
scar you
break you
lose me
hate me
smash me
erase me
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lovelysitwell:
cronenbergs new film looks good i love his movies!especially dead ringers with jeremy irons where he plays the twins.thats a cool movie!hope you had a nice weekend? kiss
pebbles:
i have no idea what i want to do. you are very sweet though.

i guess i just got down on myself, which i am allowed to do. despite what some people have written in my journal. mad but anyway, most of my friends are so very pretty and skinny, so i just get really self concious around them. i can't help it frown
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stains like blood on your teeth.......

well i'm a little dissapointed with some recent goings on but i'll give it a little more time before i make a decision. i'm on night 2 of 5 in a row off from work, which i sorely needed. so every night it's relaxation and labatt blue. i'm finally getting some where in devil's knot, that book has me...
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jena:
mmmm...I am trying to shake cobwebs but, puke still. I'm going to pay my bills momentarily (I get a really big kick of doing it on line!) and that will def help me calm down...oh I guess the tip off of that house is not for sale crapola is I'm trying, at least to calm down. Maybe? blackeyed

Is it a fucking slow news day over at CNN or whjat?? This is one of the top stories, yeah.

Ok. miao!! Waht is going on with you? ooo aaa
pebbles:
yeah...the nieces are cute biggrin

kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
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well i was just flipping through some of my faves and found something interesting, well i may be outta here soon. fucking hell!!!
tempest:
Thank you lots for the comment on my set smile kiss
_roy:
I dunno what your talkin bout but I think im with ya
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you know me I hate everyone.......

i've decided that every journal entry i write from now until october 8th will have a Nine Inch Nails lyric at the top. i'm seeing them on october 8th so that will be my own little way to count down the days. hmmaveragegroupie has dissapeared off of my friends list, but this has happened before. i hope all...
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pebbles:
thanks i thought it would be good to change some things wink kiss
jena:
"Satan rejected my soul...so take it, it's free."

Oh man, whenever I think of "Alma Matters" (yummmm) I always think of the video when he chucks the bowl of cereal in the skinhead's face? GOLD.

ooo aaa
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now i'm down in it........................


fuck i need some time off from my time off puke puke
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pebbles:
what's the matter hun?

thanks for the confidence. i will be okay, i just really needed to vent. i have always settled things with a friend and feel a bit better. but thank you again, it was very sweet (your words). kiss
pebbles:
kiss kiss

yeah i am thinking long for my hair biggrin