vampsinthe78

Man... Crapski.

I was all set for a film, food and a night clubbing with my 'date' from my previous journal entry.

I got home from work and was showered and half dressed when I get a text, mere minutes from when we were due to meet up... It said... "Sorry! I forgot we have a family do arranged for tonight. I feel really bad. Love you. Can we do something nice in the week?"

I reply "Don't worry. Family commitments are important! Enjoy your family do!! Speak later, love ya xx"

Yeah, I feigned a little aloofness, because she can get a little defensive if she feels anyone is having a go.

I tinker with the bike, mess around on the computer, stick the telly on. At about 11.30 she texts me from the club we HAD planned on ending up. Absolutely NO explaination as to WHY..

"Im in whatever club its pretty crappy... they're playing loads of beatles. Miss you."

I suggest she just get pissed and have a laugh with the crowd she's with..

She says "I don't think I could unless I pull someone. Its a shame you're not here... Well, wish me luck."

What the fuck is that about? Did she just plan to go out with a different group of people? If so, why go to the bother of texting me to let me know. If you're going out on the pull, at least have the decency of either letting me know what your plan is in advance OR keeping reasonably covert. I don't understand. Why do these girls always do this to me? Am I a complete mug or something? Before I get too wound up, I'm heading off to bed.

Sorry to dump this on ya all, but I need to vent and its a great act of catharsism, isn't it? I'm preaching to the converted I suppose! Anyway. All memories of yesterday will be at the depths of my mind by tomorrow! Take care all!

Vampsinthe "back at square 1"...

xxxXXXxxx