I got my wisdom teeth taken out on the 8th. Since then I've been basically sleeping all day. And what happens now? I can't get to sleep at all. I guess part of it is that I'm worried about going back to school. I don't know why, but up until these past few days I wasn't worried at all.
See I left school last November and went straight to the emergency room since I was in a really bad place. I was depressed and had a lot of issues. I left very suddenly - my boyfriend just drove me one night because I just couldn't take life anymore. I'm now really scared of going back because I don't know if I will be able to cope. I'm afraid of peoples questions and I'm afraid of it happening all over agan. I'm afraid I'll be alone and have no friends. yes. I'm a loser like that.
So I'm just trying to think happy thoughts right now...Part of all this is that I've been bedridden for the past few days....Once I get out I hope I'll feel more worthwhile.
See I left school last November and went straight to the emergency room since I was in a really bad place. I was depressed and had a lot of issues. I left very suddenly - my boyfriend just drove me one night because I just couldn't take life anymore. I'm now really scared of going back because I don't know if I will be able to cope. I'm afraid of peoples questions and I'm afraid of it happening all over agan. I'm afraid I'll be alone and have no friends. yes. I'm a loser like that.
So I'm just trying to think happy thoughts right now...Part of all this is that I've been bedridden for the past few days....Once I get out I hope I'll feel more worthwhile.
I can relate to this... I left school November 2004 (for similar-sounding reasons) and didn't return until January 2006. But I have one semester down and two to go before I graduate. It is hard at first, but you'll adapt <3
People asking questions does get annoying. People want to know why I took time off and why they've all graduated but I haven't..... BAH.