valhala

So to continue with my several day long updates... Since I like to blather on. I broke it off with my boy last night... There was a series of what the fucks and a whole night of guilt texting and i feel really bad. I keep wondering if i did the right thing, I do really like the guy. There's probably even parts of me that love him, but I Cant envision us having a really long term relationship... It might seem really silly, but If i cant picture being with someone when I'm old then I just can't see it working. He's really adorable and fun and stuff... but he's such a nag... About money and blah blah blah it drives me up the wall, plus none of my friends like him. And his idea of being in a serious relationship is saying I love you when he drives away and when we sleep together... Which in my opinion is a little bit high school. Or I could just be trying to justify being such a jack ass... Because I sure feel like an ass right now...