valgal

I pretty much feel like a great big dirty filthy rotten cum-dumpster right now. I don't know what I'm doing. Obviously I'm still a bit upset about recent incidents with a previously mentioned drunken boy whom I developed feelings for and have now been rejected by, but I have just now discovered that going out and having sex with someone else really doesn't help the already low situation. I should point out I never went out looking to pick up, in fact that was the last thing on my mind, I just really didn't want to stay home alone on a Saturday night feeling fucking sorry for myself. Anyway by chance i met up with this guy who I've been friends with for a while and ended up inviting home and well there you have it....
Now I just feel all sorts of terrible. For reasons that are beyond me I still like asshole boy, so what I thought might help me to get over him a little has really just made me more upset by reminding me that he doesn't want me. Even worse though is now I've been an asshole girl to this new guy, I always liked him but I'm not really in the mood to start something serious, so I can only hope he feels the same way too.
I think I should just do myself a solid and stay clear of the male species until I've regained some sort of capability to think out situations and there consequences. Also I think I should go and get a lemon tart, on account of the fact that they are sublimely delicious and can make all things bad in the world fade from my thoughts whilst devouring it... unfortunately that process takes me a mere 3 seconds.

Lots of Love,
SlagGal... oops I mean ValGal