So I am yet to do the "thank you for the kind comments on my latest set" blog....is it really neccesary? I just assume by now you all know I'm incredibly grateful and am still amazed by the amount of positive feedback I get.
I dont even really care if I become an SG anymore...which works in my favour coz it doesnt seem like its ever gonna happen! I've had 6 rejected sets now. The first one I actually did was called "Plymouth gets my clothes off" and I didnt really know my way round the site so didnt even bother to submit it in the hopefuls. It was basically just me on a 66 Plymouth Barracuda...dont worry you didnt miss out on much! So a few of you have noticed that I deleted my first 3 sets. Sorry if you really liked them!!! It was really a hard decision to make, a part of me didnt want to just erase them, even though they were terrible quality and didnt turn out as good as i wanted, they were something i did, and like any mistake in life it should just be accepted. It feels like a bit of a cop out, but i wasnt super proud of them like my 2 latest ones. My ex boyfriend shot those first few which i think really held me back, there was only certain amounts he wanted me show and his idea of beautiful is much different to mine. I just kind of threw them on here to see what would happen...and I'm glad I did coz i met most of you fucken awesome people....you still saw something in me behind the unflattering angles and blurry pics!
"That darn hellcat" were pics taken on my webcam! (could you tell!?!)....thats what being incredibly bored on a Friday night yields! It was very cute and because i could actually see myself i think that set contained some of my best poses. I remember being incredibly shocked when it wasnt accepted!! Its hilarious now.
"This House" was a kind of spur of the moment thing, just driving around and saw a little abandoned house and after a bit of a snoop pulled out the old 2 megapixel camera! It was fun, most of those pics i didnt even pose for...it was just shit i was doing, like when i was opening the kitchen draws i was actually expecting some fucken rodent thing to jump out and gnaw my face off.
And of course "Turning japanese"....my attempted tribute to my love of the Fruits books and the whole Tokyo street style and japanese culture in general. I think that one will definetly one day be reshot!
I think my original attempts were more about trying to cater for SG....doin what I thought people might like to see, but it didnt take long before i figured fuck it, I'm gonna do shit I'd like to see and involving shit that i love. I'm a punk bitch, I dont care what anybody says, its my first great love! Shooting "Punk and Disorderly" was so much fun. Me and Amilie busted into an old abandoned house and just spray painted the fuck out of it.....i think we pretty much got high! Needless to say our boogers were rainbow coloured for weeks! It was the first set where I truly felt myself. And "Death Mobile" turned out beautifully...just how i invisioned! I love my car, 1970 Chrysler VG Valiant (named Bettie)....seriously I would marry it, fuck it and have 10000 of its babies if I could! I'm a huge American mopar fan but dont have that kind of cash so Aussie mopars were my next option....not the coolest car in the world but she's mine and she will be til I die! So i wanted to involve her in a set and just really show the freedom i feel when i drive her....so free it seems like I'll never die, its like everything bad is forgotten, its just me singing along to the music blarring...sometimes i find myself smiling as I driving along, must look like a complete retard! The sky was so awesome that day....just threatening to piss down rain on us...and that grave yard is beautiful. Sometimes i actually go to cemetaries and just sit there for hours, it seriously just fills me with appreciation for everything. I think about dying a lot, it really scares the shit out of me, sometimes i have anxiety attacks over the thought of it....will we ever know the point? There was even a old lady there that day visiting a loved one....we just kept shooting the set! She didnt seem too phased, at one point she just sat in her car and watched!
So yes there is a point to this fucking novel length blog!
So long deleted sets....erased from this site but not from my heart!!
And there will be more sets on the way!!!
Love ValGal xxx
I dont even really care if I become an SG anymore...which works in my favour coz it doesnt seem like its ever gonna happen! I've had 6 rejected sets now. The first one I actually did was called "Plymouth gets my clothes off" and I didnt really know my way round the site so didnt even bother to submit it in the hopefuls. It was basically just me on a 66 Plymouth Barracuda...dont worry you didnt miss out on much! So a few of you have noticed that I deleted my first 3 sets. Sorry if you really liked them!!! It was really a hard decision to make, a part of me didnt want to just erase them, even though they were terrible quality and didnt turn out as good as i wanted, they were something i did, and like any mistake in life it should just be accepted. It feels like a bit of a cop out, but i wasnt super proud of them like my 2 latest ones. My ex boyfriend shot those first few which i think really held me back, there was only certain amounts he wanted me show and his idea of beautiful is much different to mine. I just kind of threw them on here to see what would happen...and I'm glad I did coz i met most of you fucken awesome people....you still saw something in me behind the unflattering angles and blurry pics!
"That darn hellcat" were pics taken on my webcam! (could you tell!?!)....thats what being incredibly bored on a Friday night yields! It was very cute and because i could actually see myself i think that set contained some of my best poses. I remember being incredibly shocked when it wasnt accepted!! Its hilarious now.
"This House" was a kind of spur of the moment thing, just driving around and saw a little abandoned house and after a bit of a snoop pulled out the old 2 megapixel camera! It was fun, most of those pics i didnt even pose for...it was just shit i was doing, like when i was opening the kitchen draws i was actually expecting some fucken rodent thing to jump out and gnaw my face off.
And of course "Turning japanese"....my attempted tribute to my love of the Fruits books and the whole Tokyo street style and japanese culture in general. I think that one will definetly one day be reshot!
I think my original attempts were more about trying to cater for SG....doin what I thought people might like to see, but it didnt take long before i figured fuck it, I'm gonna do shit I'd like to see and involving shit that i love. I'm a punk bitch, I dont care what anybody says, its my first great love! Shooting "Punk and Disorderly" was so much fun. Me and Amilie busted into an old abandoned house and just spray painted the fuck out of it.....i think we pretty much got high! Needless to say our boogers were rainbow coloured for weeks! It was the first set where I truly felt myself. And "Death Mobile" turned out beautifully...just how i invisioned! I love my car, 1970 Chrysler VG Valiant (named Bettie)....seriously I would marry it, fuck it and have 10000 of its babies if I could! I'm a huge American mopar fan but dont have that kind of cash so Aussie mopars were my next option....not the coolest car in the world but she's mine and she will be til I die! So i wanted to involve her in a set and just really show the freedom i feel when i drive her....so free it seems like I'll never die, its like everything bad is forgotten, its just me singing along to the music blarring...sometimes i find myself smiling as I driving along, must look like a complete retard! The sky was so awesome that day....just threatening to piss down rain on us...and that grave yard is beautiful. Sometimes i actually go to cemetaries and just sit there for hours, it seriously just fills me with appreciation for everything. I think about dying a lot, it really scares the shit out of me, sometimes i have anxiety attacks over the thought of it....will we ever know the point? There was even a old lady there that day visiting a loved one....we just kept shooting the set! She didnt seem too phased, at one point she just sat in her car and watched!
So yes there is a point to this fucking novel length blog!
So long deleted sets....erased from this site but not from my heart!!
And there will be more sets on the way!!!
Love ValGal xxx
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vvmartini:
yup I have been happier 
.You are so thoughtful and suuuuuuuper sexy grrrrr 
.You are so thoughtful and suuuuuuuper sexy grrrrr 
chilli:
don't give up if its something you really want. they could have been rejected for any damn reason, most likely because of photographic quality!