Whew!!! It's been one hell of a summer. Went right from work into rehab. Yep. You read that correctly, rehab. As of this coming Friday, I'll have 30 days clean, although I haven't been super fucked up since June 21, but the staff says you can't count that. Fuck them anyway.
I've been floundering in a pit of depression for the past few weeks but...
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ash35:
been there... good luck and i'm around if you need to talk.
kwstr421:
Hello again, just wanted to tell you that i finally followed your recommendation and paid Ron Dibble a visit. That place is pretty fun. Hope all is well, love the new pics!
Things are still pretty tough but at least school's out for summer!!! 
I've done a whole lot of nothing aside from work on my art projects for the art class I signed up for this summer. Mixed Media Painting. It's pretty much collaging for grown-ups. Oh, I've also burned 3 new cds off of Limewire. God I love Limewire.
On our final day we had...
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I've done a whole lot of nothing aside from work on my art projects for the art class I signed up for this summer. Mixed Media Painting. It's pretty much collaging for grown-ups. Oh, I've also burned 3 new cds off of Limewire. God I love Limewire.
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minnjohn:
Where were the hot sexy teachers when I was a kid?
kwstr421:
Hey there beautiful...
Happy belated birthday, I hope all is well...
Happy belated birthday, I hope all is well...
hmmmmm, so many so concerned with my post. not that you shouldn't be. those who need to know already do. those who don't, sorry, but it's not something i can share at this point. maybe later. much later.
until then, just tell me i'm pretty. or pretend.
until then, just tell me i'm pretty. or pretend.
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languid:
i think pretty is an understatement.
aloha,
j
i think pretty is an understatement.
aloha,
j
spacecadet66:
Pretty ? Can I say drop dead gorgeous. 
when it rains it pours. sometimes, when everything seems to be going so well, it simultaneously (in whatever version that's spelled) seems to be going to shit as well.
As of tomorrow, I'm going to be dealing with some of my heavy shit that aint' right.
Don't we all wish we weren't broken in one way or another? I could be who I really am,...
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As of tomorrow, I'm going to be dealing with some of my heavy shit that aint' right.
Don't we all wish we weren't broken in one way or another? I could be who I really am,...
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kwstr421:
Nver waste the wine, that is a sin.
Sorry to hear things are tough, it sucks when everything we touch turns to shit.
If you ever need a friend I am always around.
Sorry to hear things are tough, it sucks when everything we touch turns to shit.
If you ever need a friend I am always around.
1_dying_wish:
don't go to bed till you're done with that wine! you're looking gorgeaous as ever. hope it all works out for you
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm . . . .
i love limewire.
and i love my new computer my work traded me for the old one.
i spent this afternoon making cds instead of working on more important things.
feels soooooooooo good.
i love limewire.
and i love my new computer my work traded me for the old one.
i spent this afternoon making cds instead of working on more important things.
feels soooooooooo good.
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kwstr421:
Things are good here. Always freaking busy. How is everything with you? You've been gone for a while.
canyon99:
I just learned about limewire this week from my friend Mateo. I was in SD this weekend. Very cool.
where did bettina go? am i retarded? maybe, it's been known to happen.
this girl i'm sort of chatting with is much cooler than us. she USED to like SG, you know, she thought that way once, she doesn't like it.
she met great people but got "bored of looking at 18 year olds".
geez.
i ignore the politcs. i could give a shit. like it, do it. don't, don't.
why stress? such an opinion for something not...
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she met great people but got "bored of looking at 18 year olds".
geez.
i ignore the politcs. i could give a shit. like it, do it. don't, don't.
why stress? such an opinion for something not...
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strep throat sucks. 
that was quite possibly the most pain i've ever been in. seriously.
that was quite possibly the most pain i've ever been in. seriously.
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kwstr421:
Strep is F'n Horrible. Like the above said,
kwstr421:
I have planned on getting a real pic on here, but I procrastinate.
I created my profile thing at work, and the only pics on our computer here are ambulance related.
I created my profile thing at work, and the only pics on our computer here are ambulance related.
Found my ex that I was not so nice to. Even met him through SG. Well, when I met the last guy, he had me so wrapped up in madness that calling the ex wasn't going to happen.
While lazily searching, found he's put up another profile for himself. I feel like a real jerk.
I'd like to establish a friendship again, at the very...
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While lazily searching, found he's put up another profile for himself. I feel like a real jerk.
I'd like to establish a friendship again, at the very...
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spacecadet66:
Hi there,
Great pictures There are plenty of other fish in the sea who like coffee. I like to indulge with blueberry bagels, strawberry cream cheese and smoked salmon for Sunday brunch.
Great pictures
There are plenty of other fish in the sea who like coffee. I like to indulge with blueberry bagels, strawberry cream cheese and smoked salmon for Sunday brunch. 
guzzlechumpy:
What do you have to lose? Fuck it-call him. Keeerist, I scrolled down and read some past shit--sounds like after that crazy boyfriend, anyone would be a refreshing return to reality. Ugh.
Yay! I finally get to trade my laptop in for a shwanky new silver one!!!
Problem with that is I have to now save/hide/destroy any incriminating pictures or web history.
Ah well, whateves.
Problem with that is I have to now save/hide/destroy any incriminating pictures or web history.
Ah well, whateves.
valexis:
My camera can do cool stuff, accidently
Soooooo, things are looking up for me. I'm ready to close the last chapter of my life. I'm planning on being a mentor for Team in Training again but go low-key and only train for a half-marathon this time. Every other time I ran a marathon (the other 2 times. as though i've ran so many?!?) it helped me get my shit back together and...
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patience1:
That's awesome. I'm dying to do a Half-Marathon. The furtherest race i've done is a 10 K. I'm aiming to be able to do a Half by next year (crossing my finders that I can stick with training as that's what I said last year...)
kwstr421:
An Alameda native. A rare find these days. The A town has become very boring. Same old bars, same faces at the same bars, same drunken stories from the same faces at the same bars. Blah.
The lost weekend is probably the best bet for fun, but it is usually packed.
Do you have any recommendations in the O.
Glad to see things are looking up
The lost weekend is probably the best bet for fun, but it is usually packed.
Do you have any recommendations in the O.
Glad to see things are looking up