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I wonder if I will get in trouble if I check SG in the Library whule I am on campus?

I have a huge break between my morning and afternoon classes and it would be the perfect time to do so. I know I am starting to sound like a broken record, but I must start participating more around here. I feel like I am neglecting everyone. Since school has started, I have had 2 friends go grey and I hadn't spoke with them for a little while before that. I wish there were some kind of countdown to grey so you could at least say goodbye to them.

We watched a video in my philosophy class on friday about how we created so many devises to give us free time, ie the microwave, cell phone, fax machine, computers, but yet we have far less time now than ever before. The video said that something like 100,000 Japanese drop over dead every year from overwork. It went on to talk about how very few people take vacation anymore and parents see their children 40% less than a generation before.

That shit really hit home. I started thinking about my average day. It seems like since school started, Blossom and I see little of each other. We have one set of friends who is not work-related that we hang out with. My friends that I work with I hang out with about once a week. As stated above, my SG time has been sporatic at best. Finally, I only sleep about 5.5 to 6 hours a night.

I am going to find the balance even if it kills me.

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Wanted to add that I picked this up:

This is the last H.I.M. album that I was missing. It is not my favorite, but it is growing on me quickly.