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I need to do something with myself. Anything. I really am starting to develope cabin fever. I just wish there were more to do in this town. I also wish my friends would stop by sometimes and say hi. It might be kind of nice. There is not a lot to do in Manhattan when you are low on money. You can go out shopping ot go out drinking. Those are the two main sports around here. Lets look at my options:

1 - Go Out Shopping. As stated above, money is at a premium right now, so I can't actually buy a lot. Plus, having worked retail for 4 years at the mall and then parting from it in an unfavorable way, I feel like I begin to have panic attacks whenever I enter the mall. It also makes me very depressed to go there and not have a job.

2 - Go Out Drinking. I won't use the $$$ excuss on this one because you can always find cheap drinks somewhere. My main problem here is I don't like to drink alone, or be the only one drinking in a group. Nothing pisses me off more than going out with people who say they want to go to the bar and they don't do what you do there. I can't drink (a lot) if the people around me are staying sober. I become very aware of myself and it takes the fun out of it in a way.

Oh Boy, listen to me complain today. I suppose I could clean house for the 50th time this month. That sounds like more fun than a barrel of monkeys.

Before I forget, everyone go over and tell Demonika how sorry they are that her Calgery Flames didn't win last night. I'm sure she is in a horrible mood today because of it and could use some cheering up.

That is all for now. Anyone doing anything fun or exciting today?