Ya know I'm simply amazed about two things everytime I come back to this site..
1: The fact my profile is still HERE. considering I drag my ass off the RvB site and my Xbox maybe once every 3 months or so, I would think they would have kicked me off for inactivity Long ago.. o.O
2: The fact that I'm ALLWAYS Logged in.. I dont even remember what my password on here is.. cuz I've never had to actually Log in here since who knows when.. Also i'm pretty sure I've reformatted my comp a few times since making this account, so it cant be a cookie thing or whatever you call it.. *shrugs* :/
Anyhoooot.... Nothin much new really on my end.. cept of course my gramma finally keeled over last saterday.. funeral was on wednesday.. that was fun.. I guess..
I think my families starting to figure out I'm not exactly the most religious person on earth.. I think maybe getting into a "heated debate" with the pastor at the church durring the funeral about how Anyone who doesnt blindly follow gods will is going to burn in hell whether there a good person or not, kinda raised a few eyebrows. By the end of the conversation though, as normal I'd left the church guy, as well as half my cousins pondering whether or not they Really knew for sure what it was they believed in. These people get so used to believing so steadily in they're beliefes, and spend so much time defending themselves from people that really dont bother learning anything about they're religion, people that just blindly acusse them of not knowing what they're talking about in regaurds to god, sin, and true human spirit.. and when they finnaly come face to face with some one that actually Does know ALOT about not only they're religion, but many others as well, some one that challenges they're ideal and points out Exactly where its flaws are and how its more manipulative then good.. they just lock up. They end up in a stupor trying to comprehend what they've just come across.
I've had little run ins like this with dozens of preachers, pastors, clerics, whatever you wanna call them.. and while in many of those cases they just end up Blocking me out because they dont really wanna think about what I'm saying because I could be right, for the most part I end up breaking there protective walls down and showing them that they really dont believe so faithfully in as they thought, about they're religion or themselves.
I think my family was really shocked to see me like that. up untill that point they'd never really seen me get into a serious conversation about Anything. I was allways the shy one.. the black sheep of the flock. Then to see me talk so passionatly about how what he was trying to tell me was Wrong, and explaining to him Why he was wrong, then making him doubt himself.. it really woke them up as to who I really was. Think the next few years with my family are going to be Quite interesting. :/
1: The fact my profile is still HERE. considering I drag my ass off the RvB site and my Xbox maybe once every 3 months or so, I would think they would have kicked me off for inactivity Long ago.. o.O
2: The fact that I'm ALLWAYS Logged in.. I dont even remember what my password on here is.. cuz I've never had to actually Log in here since who knows when.. Also i'm pretty sure I've reformatted my comp a few times since making this account, so it cant be a cookie thing or whatever you call it.. *shrugs* :/
Anyhoooot.... Nothin much new really on my end.. cept of course my gramma finally keeled over last saterday.. funeral was on wednesday.. that was fun.. I guess..
I think my families starting to figure out I'm not exactly the most religious person on earth.. I think maybe getting into a "heated debate" with the pastor at the church durring the funeral about how Anyone who doesnt blindly follow gods will is going to burn in hell whether there a good person or not, kinda raised a few eyebrows. By the end of the conversation though, as normal I'd left the church guy, as well as half my cousins pondering whether or not they Really knew for sure what it was they believed in. These people get so used to believing so steadily in they're beliefes, and spend so much time defending themselves from people that really dont bother learning anything about they're religion, people that just blindly acusse them of not knowing what they're talking about in regaurds to god, sin, and true human spirit.. and when they finnaly come face to face with some one that actually Does know ALOT about not only they're religion, but many others as well, some one that challenges they're ideal and points out Exactly where its flaws are and how its more manipulative then good.. they just lock up. They end up in a stupor trying to comprehend what they've just come across.
I've had little run ins like this with dozens of preachers, pastors, clerics, whatever you wanna call them.. and while in many of those cases they just end up Blocking me out because they dont really wanna think about what I'm saying because I could be right, for the most part I end up breaking there protective walls down and showing them that they really dont believe so faithfully in as they thought, about they're religion or themselves.
I think my family was really shocked to see me like that. up untill that point they'd never really seen me get into a serious conversation about Anything. I was allways the shy one.. the black sheep of the flock. Then to see me talk so passionatly about how what he was trying to tell me was Wrong, and explaining to him Why he was wrong, then making him doubt himself.. it really woke them up as to who I really was. Think the next few years with my family are going to be Quite interesting. :/