vainr's SuicideGirls Blog

always had the feeling that when i die i will be alone some were and it will take a few days for anybody to notice that i am gone. today was almost that day. i had a need to clear my head today so i went diving. it has been raining all week the sea is really dirty had about 1ft visibility not good but...
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doll_:

that is a really horrible, morbid way to look at things...

what the hell hit yer noggin and cut your air hose??

and did any one ever tell you never dive alone? and, and.. this update disturbs me on so many levels.
i'm glad you aren't dead too. now quit doing things that would make sure your demise is a self fulfilling prophecy.
wear your seat belt. look twice, chew 50 times, wait 30 mins after eating before swimming. and for gods sake, wear a condom.

Apr 5, 2006

carnalascetic:

Thanks man. Give me a call anytime. That was just a bad day to get a hold of me. It was insane at work.

Apr 25, 2006

so i am in the mood to cut my hair short. will be the 1st time in over 10 years. for some odd reason i am in the mood to change many aspects of my life. maybe it has to do with having an ok job and money. no cue fuck it what do i have to lose.

note to self: stop blacking out!!!!!!!

my cat died in the night. feels like part of the house is missing.

carnalascetic:

Holy shit, man. I'm sorry. Ozzy will be missed.

Mar 29, 2006

not good........
the death of one's personality can be the birth of another.
for good or bad i am not sure.

S.N.A.F.U. !!!!!!!!!

carnalascetic:

why? what's going on?

Mar 7, 2006

carnalascetic:

Huh? What? Who?

Feb 28, 2006

carnalascetic:

Yes they could.

Mar 1, 2006

hmmm everybody is sick at my work we keep give each other colds. they stated giving me one day off lets see how long it lasts before someone complains about it. work has been hell with the price change everybody is buying odd amounts of stamps and no cue what they are going to use them for.

carnalascetic:

I swear the UC's at work are getting sick and making everyone else sick constantly because they have to touch those nasty germ-laden shopping carts all day.

Jan 25, 2006

ok so i am 30 never thought i would live this long. one of my co-work told me i need to start acting my age LOL.

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randomrockstar:

Fuckin A right you do! Why the fuck did you not say anything!!!??? I TOTALLY remember you! You sure were in a hurry to get me outta there...waiting for a lunch break or something???

Dec 9, 2005

carnalascetic:

Dec 22, 2005

ok not much going on. i am off the 59 hour work weeks for a bit all the clerk were burn out and making alot of mistakes so they cut the work shifts. spend too much time playing games but it is so much fun.