vagrantmother

well, the date went very bad. not a big surprise, but how much af a snob and asshole this guy was was a surprise. we went to baby a's and to see txrd girls. at baby a's he told me if i were to start seeing him i would have to take out my piercings. i must have looked at him like he was a fucking lunatic because he told me not to get mad about it and that people just need to learn to pick the battles they fight. then at rollerderby he was bellyup to the bar almost the entire time watching a baseball game on a 5 inch tv. now to the ride back to fredericksburg from austin, he proceeds to tell me that "those" people (people who have tattoos, piercings, who don't usually follow societies master plan) will never amount to anything, they don't live in a real world, and that i better start changing my life for the better now. i tried to get a word in edge wise but the fucker wouldn't shut up and when i told him that i didn't want to talk about it anymore, he called me shallow for getting mad at him about telling me the truth "as a friend" , so i stopped talking about dripping springs and tried to think of happy things while he almost ran into those metal bridge crossing bars. when we got back to fbg, he came up to the house with me and asked if i want to go on a second date and i said i dont know, i don't think so, because we're so different (i am a pussy and can't just say leave me the fuck alone) he starts to get a urgency within his voice and tells me we have to go out again because we still dont know each other enough, after about 10 minutes of him begging on the verge of saddness or anger i oked a second date to get him to leave and i didn't want to find out if he was going to get mad or start crying. So know i have to call him and tell him i don't ever want to see him again, or avoid his phone calls... i know i should do the first but he really freaked me out. despite the crazy date part, rollerderby kicked ass, and i got to see some of my friends (2 of whom i miss from sg, redmess and mr. mullholland) so the night wasn't all piss...


i got a new piercing so you can see that in pics, and i think i'm going to get vino rojo tattooed across my knuckles.