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oh what the fuck?!? how come people around the embassy are blaming me for not being able to leave for the states and that i am "refusing treatment"? its not my fault people cant find a nurse and book a flight in ten fucking days...and i damn sure never said that i didnt want to be teated (although it is my right to do so).

wiat, wait, wait, i know exactly why this is happening now that i think of it...its because NOBODY WANTS TO TALK TO THE FUCKING PATIENT!!! the only person who knows my side of the story is the cardiologist back in the states. i told him what happend, what my day to day happenings are, and he said that if i needed to wait that it didnt seem too serious and there was no problem with it (nobody seems to be talking to that guy though).

EVERY-FUCKING-BODY ELSE thinks that i am going to drop dead of a heart attack at any minute. the heart specialist is fine with it, but the general doctors, nurses, and people who dont really need to know about my health concerns are in no position to comment on it know that my life is in peril. come the fuck on. give it a break...there aint really shit wrong with me. if there was, they would have yanked me outta the country and threw me in a hospital.

i so cannot fucking wait to get out of the greatest army in the world.