Dying inside, she was everything to me. Maybe i tried to hard, I treated her like a queen I went out of my way to do everything i could for her and it wasn't enough. Its never enough, im so cold and smoking so much if cancer wasn't already forming in me it most certainly will now. I felt so alive and now.....I don't feel anything anger, sadness.....im emotionless......whatever was left of what I suppose was a heart feels gone...dead. No more will to do anything...im so sick and tired of trying I don't care anymore about anything, school, friends, family, myself............I keep thinking shes gonna knock on my door and take it back....but i know in my heart that will never happen. She finally got her revenge on me for so long ago, She loved me at one time when she was so young I didn't think she knew what love was. She is a cheater, and for what purpose she didn't even like either of them. How can one person be so cold and the other so warm....and now after all both are cold unforgiving and dead.
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