Bout that time again..updatey weighty.
Hmm very quiet weekend, was in bed at 9pm on Saturday night, sad sad sad. Friday night popped into the pub for a bit..didnt last long too tired, went home and smoked some grass in the car and dad came out and caught me, he didnt really react..and hasnt said anything since, so thats all good, was quite funny really....
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Hmm very quiet weekend, was in bed at 9pm on Saturday night, sad sad sad. Friday night popped into the pub for a bit..didnt last long too tired, went home and smoked some grass in the car and dad came out and caught me, he didnt really react..and hasnt said anything since, so thats all good, was quite funny really....
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jozsef:
I didn't know you're studying, unless I've forgotten something; always a possibility with my wonderful memory.
urbanflatline:
I would love to thank your body for being so damn sexy! ...
Hello hello hello
Time for another update i feel. I have been rather absent around here and i do apoligize, its just when i get so stuck in this eating disorder i isolate myself..even from my internet friends..weird i know,.but its part and parcel of dealing with this illness, so i am TRYING to be more social...its hard when all you want to do is...
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Time for another update i feel. I have been rather absent around here and i do apoligize, its just when i get so stuck in this eating disorder i isolate myself..even from my internet friends..weird i know,.but its part and parcel of dealing with this illness, so i am TRYING to be more social...its hard when all you want to do is...
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missbabyblue:
oh man, I'm so sorry..... been a way very much this last year myself, other reason, but still isolation, I know how that feels, please try to think positive, that no matter what or how it's gonna work out, keep faith, and trust yourself,cause the few times we've spoken, I can tell that you're a good person, just remmember that!!! I send you all my love I can give and a : ----<---<--@ and some <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
*lotsoflove*
*lotsoflove*
jozsef:
I must confess, I've been worrying! 
So glad you can still operate a keyboard, my darling.
Love you!
PS: You may feel free to write me just a few lines, or many if you're so inclined!
So glad you can still operate a keyboard, my darling.
Love you!
PS: You may feel free to write me just a few lines, or many if you're so inclined!
Quick update, havent been well, spent yesterday morning in hospital..
Feeling much better today..
I am feeling rather socially withdrawn right now, hence the lack of contact, dont take it personal kids...let me just say ..having an eating disorder really fucks up everything...sigh.
Feeling much better today..
I am feeling rather socially withdrawn right now, hence the lack of contact, dont take it personal kids...let me just say ..having an eating disorder really fucks up everything...sigh.
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purpura:
Thanks sweety! I'm hoping here for yoy, please be well!! 
jozsef:
I console myself with the knowledge that you can take care of yourself but I still miss you and feel sad not knowing what's going on in your life when you're facing a challenge. I have a theory that you cause the sun to shine, so that makes you kind of important.
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wexsingxsin:
I missed you too 
and they should of won all the awards cause they are awesome as are you
and they should of won all the awards cause they are awesome as are you
frolic:
Thanks so much for the love on Sepulcher 
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user0207231052:
Hi beautiful woman....just checking in with you.....
urbanflatline:
My weekend was pretty good. I needed the two days off from training to recoop... And ya it wasnt my liver it was from this boney guy who was practicing his knee ride on friday! what a punk...
O and I decided you should take some pics especially for me... Semi or fully nude with boxing gloves... Not sure why but that just sounds super damn sexy!!! That is your mission if you choose to except, this message will continue to be awesome in... NOW
O and I decided you should take some pics especially for me... Semi or fully nude with boxing gloves... Not sure why but that just sounds super damn sexy!!! That is your mission if you choose to except, this message will continue to be awesome in... NOW
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jozsef:
I'll do my best! Thing is, they don't call if it's fine, so you just have to gradually forget you had the test done until next year. Perhaps NZ has a more civilized system. Wouldn't that be novel!
Thing is, they don't call if it's fine, so you just have to gradually forget you had the test done until next year. Perhaps NZ has a more civilized system. Wouldn't that be novel! 
bloodhigh:
that's awesome!!!!
To tell the truth, im struggling..struggling with my eating disorder again..ive lost a large amount of weight in the past month and im getting a bit scared now..this morning at work i made myself sick, i exercised until things started getting black..i dont know what the fuck im playing at.
Im scared of food and what it might do to me, im living off salads,liquids...
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Im scared of food and what it might do to me, im living off salads,liquids...
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notorious_hig:
don't give up baby you're stronger than this. stay strong you're beautiful
jaybugg:
<3
Wow i slept a looong time today. I just let myself do so, i need to catch up on sleep !
Tonight i plan on smoking the whacky with one of my best friends. We havent smoked together in a very long time, we were going to last night but couldnt get hold of the goods !
Ill try remember to take my camera...
Have...
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Tonight i plan on smoking the whacky with one of my best friends. We havent smoked together in a very long time, we were going to last night but couldnt get hold of the goods !
Ill try remember to take my camera...
Have...
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kelsie:
Thanks babe!
I'm jealous of your sleep
I'm jealous of your sleep
colada:
You can do it! teach yourself to knit!
Ive been having a little chuckle to myself this morning. My ex's ex gf, whos picture i posted a few posts back has been texting me inviting me around so we can scrap it out. I laugh at her ignorance and immaturity. For one id fucking kill the bitch, im a trainbed boxer, have been for over 5 years now, shes a girl..shes also not...
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user0207231052:
You are an amazing woman and you have already shown your strength by not stooping to her level....you're beautiful in every way and everyone who knows you is lucky....much love, girl.
purpura:
you totally deserve to live your life as calm as you want. Don't get mad for stupid people like them, You're mature enough to know how life relly is
Kisses my dear love
have a super weekend
Kisses my dear love
have a super weekend
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chriztian:
I've been a lot better, but I think things are looking up.
jozsef:
Get some rest doll. Tomorrow is another day and your cold will surely have realized that it's no match for you.
With a healthy attitude, we can move forward, confident that the future will bring more opportunities for vacuuming and a sense of cosmic connection with a greater power that's not easily accessed by other means.
With a healthy attitude, we can move forward, confident that the future will bring more opportunities for vacuuming and a sense of cosmic connection with a greater power that's not easily accessed by other means.