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Im not too sure why im blogging, i dont actually have alot to say right now.
Im so tired.
I think i had about 3-4 hours sleep.
I took some pills last night, anti-psychotics..wow..no wonder they give them to people suffering psychosis, i have no feeling.

Im taking the time over the next few days to process whats been going on, trying to get back...
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jozsef:
I also find that caffeine is excellent for insomnia. Five cups of coffee works and I can often stay up all night just from a carton of Ben & Jerry's NY Chocolate Fudge. The fat content slows the absorption and it's kind of a slow-release thing. It has the special added benefit for those of us envious of our relatives, the whales, that with enough of this stuff you can start to resemble a whale. I no longer eat it often because Greenpeace offering to help me find the ocean got tiresome and embarassing. wink
strongbhoy:
Welcome to the Boxing Group!

I'll try to post some Shane Cameron fights. biggrin
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Last night was ah um, i cant even think of a word to describe it.
So anyway,trying to drive your car into a powerpole as a means to end your life is illegal apparently.
I got arrested and detained due to the fact that i was a danger to myself.
They searched my bags , found my knife, were going to do me for possession...
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jozsef:
As long as it's having fun; after all, stomachs are people too. Well, maybe not. (I'm so tired, I had to spell-check 'stomach.' See, we all have our little insecurities. It is little, isn't it? Isn't it?)
hamdiesel:
Awww im im sorry hun!! I wish i was there to cheer u up and make u feel better!! I know a nece massage would fell great!! And u better get on msn so we can chat silly!!! =) I hope u feel better!! XoXoXo
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Im about to eat, fuckidy fuck faaack.
i decided i am going to the gym tonight, and well i need my strength
btw the gym i speak of is my old boxing gym.
i used to be a boxer, a title holder, than i decided id rather starve myself.
fucking sad.
so im going to eat, going to rest, going to train, probably going to...
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pppkklll:
Cool, boxing, a woman of many talents
luxdeadfrog:
I've hears Kiwis are more dangerous than Aussie chics!

Don't you have spiders in NZ? I haven't seen a deadly spider or snake in more than 20 years, but I don't invade their territory either. I live in inner suburban Melbourne so it would be like seeing a rattlesnake in New York city. You are more likely to come across them in Australia as you head further north, drop over sometime.

OK, enjoy the gym and the food. smile
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Bloggy blog blog.
I dyed my hair this afternoon, i was really not liking my hair, so i dyed it, as you do.
I also thought it would be fun to sit on my boyfriends motorbike, it wasnt so fun after all.
It tipped, and i had to use my right leg to save it, or it was going to go into the side of...
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pppkklll:
Sweet as babe, always great to see another kiwi here,,,,,,,
jozsef:
Skin is over-rated. OK, maybe not. We can't always be profound, can we? On the other hand, maybe you can; you've read Tuesdays with Morrie! I have to get that book. I saw the author on tv along with some old clips of him talking with Morrie. It was so fine, I was really pleased to be able to download that show later. smile
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So ive been on this site for like a day, and im in love, is that sad?
theres just so many ridiculously beautiful people on here!

I think its time i gave out a little bit more about my photoset, name etc.
So as ive mentioned i have suffered rom anorexia nervosa, just for over 3 years now, i spent 6 months practically locked in...
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dot:
i'm half japanese wink
pppkklll:
You look great, fucking hot even,,, blush