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I have an itchy tongue, which is quite unusual i believe, and im so sleepy.
Didnt go out last night, because i was exhausted, so spent the night with my boyfriend on the sofa watching movies and eating. Was a good night apart from the food, which was great at the time, but a source of anxiety a few hours later.
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Im really feeling uncomfortable about my body right now, i feel monsterously large. I havent taken a crap for about 4-5 days, im getting slightly worried, no wonder i feel so huge and bloated.
Im eating lots of fruit and drinking mountains of fluid, hopefully it will budge sooner or later, hopefully sooner.

I cut again last night, because i felt fat. Ridiculous really, but...
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Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost,It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Currently i am cutting up copius amount of paper, trying to finish this scrapbook for my brothers band, that my mother insisted i do.

Im a bit tired, a bit grumpy, but thats okay, things could be worse.

This retarded ass computer keeps...
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Ugh everythings a bit messy in my life at the moment.
I cut pretty bad last night, one of the wounds you can see right inside to, it bled like shit, kind of scared me.
I have restricted my intake today.
I feel really low, mood wise that is, not like gangsta low low low.
Chris Brown is pissing me off. Bet hes a mjor...
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Fuck me days, there is a LOT of drama going on on this website, its prettttty fucking gay.
I came on this site because i actually thought it might be devoid of all of this petty bullshit, but apparently not.
Anyway..
Went and got drunk again last night, my boyfriends not talking to me, im not too sure why, not too sure if i give...
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What a fucking night ! Didnt get home till about 6 am. Ended up all over the place. Met some interesting people as usual, including my bfs ridiculous ex who "wanted" to meet me. She kept telling my bf how much she still loved him and all apparently. I just let it slide, i know he loves me, and i know shes an idiot.
So...
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I am so smart, i decided i was going to stretch an ear, so i rammed one of my bellybutton rings through it and left it in over night, realy smart idea.
This morning i woke up and my ear is swollen and underneath it is lumpy and sore as a prick.
Given up on that poor ear, time to torment the other one now!...
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Day 6 and not doing too bad. Was offered more pills today, and i gladly said no. Well okay not gladly, i would kill to just drop off to sleep for 8 hours right now, but i have cokme SO far and am not going to throw all my hard work ad pain down the drain for one lousy night of sleep. Its NOT worth...
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Day 5 of withdrawal, feeling better, so much better !
did a photoshoot tonight with a friend, shes got a good as camera and has skills with it.
good times, seen some of the pics, they have turnt out much better than i expected, and we had so much fun..especially uploading them onto her computer when her parents were wandering around !

New week, new...
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Wow, finally got my ass out of the house.
Went to the library and got myself a nice stack of books and payed a stupid fucking parking fine.
Im sitting here with some hot tamales, damn theyre good. Havent had them since like 2001 when my brother went over to the states. But the local lollie store, which i am going to marry, had them,...
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