I bought this magazine this morning, and i really cant believe the utter s h i t it contains. A womens magazine you know, literally every article is about s e x...sex sex sex. "What he really thinks of your orgasm noises?"..a whole two pages about orgasm noises, really and truly people, there much more exciting things to write about. " How to have romantic sex"...its hard to contain all these yawns of utter boredom.
It is 8 days until my 21st, wow. I am working the early morning shift that day..5.50am til about 10.30 am..short and sweet, and then i have a psychiatric appt that afternoon..lovely way to spend my birthday, but i wont let that bother me! That evening my family are going out for a meal, so that should be nice,uncomfortable,anxiety presenting fun.
I had some more ink done yesterday, a bllod splatter containing the words comfortably numb..i like it alot, it hurt like a bitch being done,but was worth it, will try post some flicks of it asap.
My exercise restriction is going really well, the only exercise i am doing is walking, which i enjoy, and is not so much about trying to burn off calories, well it is, but you know not half as bad as dropping to the floor every five minutes to do press ups and situps like i was experiencing just a month or so ago.
It is 8 days until my 21st, wow. I am working the early morning shift that day..5.50am til about 10.30 am..short and sweet, and then i have a psychiatric appt that afternoon..lovely way to spend my birthday, but i wont let that bother me! That evening my family are going out for a meal, so that should be nice,uncomfortable,anxiety presenting fun.
I had some more ink done yesterday, a bllod splatter containing the words comfortably numb..i like it alot, it hurt like a bitch being done,but was worth it, will try post some flicks of it asap.
My exercise restriction is going really well, the only exercise i am doing is walking, which i enjoy, and is not so much about trying to burn off calories, well it is, but you know not half as bad as dropping to the floor every five minutes to do press ups and situps like i was experiencing just a month or so ago.
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jozsef:
I hope you're well, dear; I've been thinking of you. I bet that's a huge surprise! 
jozsef:
BTW, women's magazines are greatly constrained by the wishes of advertisers who want articles that "support" their products. It's therefore a given that certain behaviours are treated as universal and not personal choices subject to an individual's whims or inclinations. These include feeling like a dog without makeup on or dyeing your hair to get the "right" colour to suit your appearance! You may have noticed that they routinely explain that you need to buy and use a product in order to look natural and appealing. It's the emperor's new clothes approach in that they pretend there's no ridiculous contradiction and hope you will be too afraid of looking foolish by being the first to mention that there actually is. Since I happen to know you're kinda intelligent, analytical and confident, it comes as no surprise that you weren't buying into the crude but usually effective manipulation. Of course there's nothing wrong with makeup or anything else you do for fun, but an industry that seeks to make people feel valueless without creating an illusion has to be examined and viewed in a realistic context. Like you just did! 