Use what talents you possess; the woods would be very silent if no birds sang except those that sang best. ~Henry van Dyke
Books,books books. I have bought about 10 in the past week and a half. New obssession i think so. Yesterday i bought All the kings men, Alice in Wonderland and Candy. I also ordered a Jodi Picoult book off the internet a few hours ago My sister's keeper. Books are an escape for me, much like drugs were When youre reading your in a different place, its brilliant.
In regards to drugs, i have smoked pot for 4 days today. I very almost had some last night, then i was like no, it just makes you feel crap, so why put yourself through that..
In regards to my eating disorder, i am trying not to focus on it so much. I am not weighing e v e r y single day, only on certain days. I still havent gained any weight, rather lost a little more, but i am feeling okay. I have been chugging back alot of vitamins and spirulina. The spirulinas been great with helping balance out my blood sugars.
Work has been okay, i am feeling alot more positive about everything in general, and i put it down to these anxiety meds my Doc gave me and reading The Secret. The power of positive thinking is great, and im learning to use it to my utter most advantage.
Oh and yesterday i went to my hairdresser and told her make my hair red. Didnt quite get it where i want but will next time round in 6 weeks. So in 6 weeks time i will be a redhead again. I havent had red hair since i was 10, im naturally a redhead but due to social standards and what not i have always dyed my hair..but you know what..i dont give a fuck if people over here think red hairs not cool, i do and it has been largely thanks to this site and the beautiful red head girls that have inspired me to go back, so thank you SG. I also had my hair cut, its short and choppy and i love it
Books,books books. I have bought about 10 in the past week and a half. New obssession i think so. Yesterday i bought All the kings men, Alice in Wonderland and Candy. I also ordered a Jodi Picoult book off the internet a few hours ago My sister's keeper. Books are an escape for me, much like drugs were When youre reading your in a different place, its brilliant.
In regards to drugs, i have smoked pot for 4 days today. I very almost had some last night, then i was like no, it just makes you feel crap, so why put yourself through that..
In regards to my eating disorder, i am trying not to focus on it so much. I am not weighing e v e r y single day, only on certain days. I still havent gained any weight, rather lost a little more, but i am feeling okay. I have been chugging back alot of vitamins and spirulina. The spirulinas been great with helping balance out my blood sugars.
Work has been okay, i am feeling alot more positive about everything in general, and i put it down to these anxiety meds my Doc gave me and reading The Secret. The power of positive thinking is great, and im learning to use it to my utter most advantage.
Oh and yesterday i went to my hairdresser and told her make my hair red. Didnt quite get it where i want but will next time round in 6 weeks. So in 6 weeks time i will be a redhead again. I havent had red hair since i was 10, im naturally a redhead but due to social standards and what not i have always dyed my hair..but you know what..i dont give a fuck if people over here think red hairs not cool, i do and it has been largely thanks to this site and the beautiful red head girls that have inspired me to go back, so thank you SG. I also had my hair cut, its short and choppy and i love it
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I'm so sorry you don't feel well, dear. I hope it doesn't last long. Take care of yourself.
Love you!
Have a wonderful time in spite of this message, dear.