Grr pictures always make me look so damn huge.
Sigh.
This kind of bullshit is why I don't understand this site--they don't zot people for promoting anorexia, but oh god! Get in a "thread war" and your ass is gone.
Go ahead, promote your fucking anorexia. I have no sympathy for those who are so very fucking proud to be sick in the head.
Wow, someones got me all fucking wrong. I donot and never will promote anorexia nor any other form of an eating disorder. Why post such images, because i know theres ALOT of people out there who dont see nor understand eating disorders. If i can wake someones eyes up to a friend or family member or anyone suffering, then i have done my job. Alot of people just dont get it, and i believe by being open and raw with honesty i can help show the devastating effects of this disorder. I am not proud at all, i have lost everything to my eating disorder..my boxing..my friends...my families trust....jobs...education....my health...my fucking spirit....i am NOT fucking proud, i fucking cry every damn fucking night because i just want to be normal [/I}...i want to be happy,healthy..not obssessed with every little thing that passes through my lips. I want to be able to eat a meal and not have anxiety attacks so huge that i feel like im having a fucking heart attack..so thank you Kelsie for your utter ignornace, so appreciated...you dont know shit...
Anyway some pics from last night..
Well not much has changed since my last post, im eating less and less as the days go by. But i am feeling okay. Tired but okay.
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Since you're busy and have a therapist, I don't want to send you any long, complex dissertations, but I do like to know how things are and to remind you of how much I care about you. Let me know when that gets boring and I'll change the subject to whatever you prefer. (I'll still mention it from time to time, though!) Do you anticipate having no internet in that eventuality? I would love it if you would then designate someone to let me know how you're doing because it won't be easy just wondering and hoping, notwithstanding that I have faith in you. It's a Jewish thing; we're bred to worry! BTW, I haven't yet sent you anything because you're already swamped and they just doubled the postage rates, so it makes sense to pack things into fewer parcels. The upshot is that the lion and the rhinocerous will be shipped together. OK, maybe not. Love you, angel