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Im crying right now because im so confused and hurt. My boyfriend just came around and then had a go at me and left, all over the fact that im stretching my ears. He told me its for freaks, that only freaks do it.He asked why do i keep altering my body, getting tattoos and piercings., i asked him why is that such a problem since he should be more concerned about whats on the inside than the outside.
Lately its like everything i do is fucking wrong..he arrived just as id finished a bike ride, he grabbed me and said your losing weight again and i said i know and he was like well stop..its like he expects me to do everything he wants me to do. With the weightloss i can understand, but with the ear stretching etc..god..im just at a loss right now..why cant he see past all of that..it makes me think hes simply with me because of my exterior. I feel if he cant learn to accept me like this then, i should leave him..he basically has called me a freak and pointed out that my body mods are un-attractive.Fuck him. Im me, and i will do what the fuck i want.


On a lighter note, look at that wee munchkin, isnt he the cutest thing youve ever seen, he didnt like getting his wee feet dirty so his owners put wee booties on him!!!







June 16, 1971
Mama gave birth
to a hell raisin' heavanly son.
See the doctor tried to smack me
but I smacked him back,
My first words were "thug for life"
and "Papa pass the Mac."

Its 2pacs birthday! yay happy birthday pac, i dont give a shit if he's "dead" im still celebrating. I have this really odd attraction to this man, bordering on obssession, i dont know what it is, but i swear he even visited me in my dreams once, i probably sound like a lunatic, but hey..i have papers to prove that point.Gah i love him.



and anyone whos reading this go leave some love and a billion beautiful comments for this beautiful woman on her set!!!!!!
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Calliope/albums/site/7090/#