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My mom just pissed me off.

She started on about my tattoos and the fact im stretching my ears, she said for an anorexic you sure like to direct attention to your body...then she commented how i always show my tattoos off, which i dont believe i do.
I dont have body mods to draw attention to my body..i have them because i like them..i enjoy experimenting etc. Shes so behind with the times, anyway that pretty much fucked me off.

Then i mentioned to her id been out exercising and she asked me why for and i told her because i need to tone up etc and she went off at me about that too, i actually do need to drop a few pounds and tone up..regardless of what anyone else says im going to do it, because i feel extremely uncomfortable in my own skin at the moment.


I confuse myself ...i fight against anorexia for others, yet actively partake in its behaviours..im a walking contradiction.